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Nov 27, 2004 12:20

Anyway, I'm over this whole thing---turns out that everyone's two faced lol..of course, that's a given. I'm over my little crush, I don't even want to consider dating someone whose trust I have to question. So yeah anyway..

I found out someone I know (that really isn't a friend, friend of mine...but like we say hi and occasionally talk and what not) thinks "Evelyn's gotten soooo annoying---I can't even talk to her for more than 10 minutes because she says all these stupid things and just rambles on and on and on"

If any of you feel this way too, just don't talk to me then---don't bother IMing me or pretending like you're my friend or something. And wow---to say all that and then have the audacity to IM me asking for pictures from last Halloween? HA..

Whatever man---like I said, people are two faced and the very few people that aren't, are my good friends---and that's all I need:

Lisa-She's always been there for me, through thick and thin---even when we lost connection for a while, I'd call her and we'd talk, she'd help me out with my problems and I'd do the same for her. That's what a real friend is.

Nikki-She's always there to listen to my problems. And she's always willing to lend me one of her last cigarettes when I'm in need of one lol. (2 CCH's ago when my shit was stolen)And we probably have the most retarded memories...delirious nights at my house with cloudcake, sitting on my roof with Big Nik playing guitar and doing hw because I wasn't allowed out, snorkachus, dragon smoke, grunting out little farts lol, tarbears, relaxing in the most outrageous positions that look like they'd snap your head off..but are really quite comfortable, yelling when you realize you have $4, making your blue nails cry.....aka, stupid shit that would normally be done while high---but you're sober as fuck.

Sead-Even though his philosophical ways of speaking confuse the shit out of me, I know he's trying to help :-P He gives some of the best advice I've ever gotten---and I'm always willing to help him out when he asks for it. He's like...the less green version of Yoda---wise man lol.

Alyssa and Noga-Where do I begin???...They can always make me laugh. Whether if it's because of their stupidity of approaching their evil plans, or if it's just their senses of humor.

Nadine and Vicky-Jesus...wow, these guys are just so crazy, I don't know what to write for them...but they're another imbiguously gay duo that can make me laugh---and when I need serious advice, they serve it to me on a plate lol.

Feliks-Yeah yeah, I know I just bitched a shitload about him in my last entries...but I've been through so much with this guy that I just can't find it in my wee lih-ul heart to just "stop talking to him" (as I've gotten as advice from many others)...He's probably one of the very few people that have made a huge impact on me. He's made me realize so much about myself and has helped me grow (I know for a fact that if Lisa's reading this, she's laughing about how corny I'm being..but I mean every word I say though) We could have the hugest fights, but in the end when one of us came crawling back for repentance ( I guess you could say), we were always willing to listen and give advice...whether it was in the form of yelling, verbal abuse, self recognition, or just being mature..until I start regressing to being 4 yrs old lol.

If I forgot anyone, I'm really sorry---but these are the people that have always been there for me when I needed it...and I'm happy they all managed to be a part of my life =)

I love you guys.

(God damn, this was such a sappy entry...speak of this to NO ONE)

Evelyn.
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