Hmm...

[a_clouded_mind]

So lately I've been experiencing extremely apathy towards my school work. Normally I could at least stay up until 1:00 a.m. then finish everything in a nervous burst, but lately... well no, that nervous burst just does not seem to be coming. I have no idea what is causing this, but I do know that in conjunction with this feeling of apathy is a feeling of losings some good friends. Being down at UMW is nice, and there are nice people, and whatnot, but I don't have any real friends. Maybe I don't go out and make them, maybe I just really don't fit in here well, I dunno. What I do know is that being down here is making me feel like I am losing my friends up north. I know deep down that I am not, but in all truth, much of the camaraderie has dissipated during the time I have been down here. Sure this is all probably part of my imagination and brought on by my anxious and stir-crazy mentality at the moment, but... well fuck it's really lonely down here.

Edit:
So ironically I decided to check the Buddhist thought of the day and it said:

If you find a good companion, who is following the same spiritual path, travel together, overcoming obstacles as they arise.. - Buddha

Heh... irony... it kills.