Leaving something behind
Fandom: Smallville, Supernatural
Author: vodooman
Rating: G
Genre: sad, crossover
Characters/Pairings: Sam/Lana
Any warnings: none.
Disclaimer: Smallville and Supernatural and its characters aren’t mine. I only write fan fiction for fun and entertainment.
A/N: This drabble was prompted my imagination500’s prompt “The hardest thing in life is to know which bridge to cross and which to burn.” - David Russell Even though I was never really that good at writing a Lana fic... I guess that really is only because I can’t really see her with the people the SV writers always paired her up with... Clark, Lex..? shudder...
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“I swear, if you walk out this door, I’ll never take you back!” she said. Her voice trembled, and her heart was beating so hard, she thought that it might break her, or skip out of her chest.
“ I need to go. I can’t just stay at home. Dean needs me...” he said.
“And what about me? I need you too! Don’t go, please!” she whimpered. All the time the mantra ‘don’t leave me, don’t leave me’ repeated inside her.
He turned and faced her. He took in her sad and frightened face, the way her body seemed to almost bend up in pain. “Are you making me choose? Lana, do you really want me to choose between Dean and you?”
She swallowed and shook a little. She suddenly felt cold. “You don’t understand. I’ve been there, at just this place. Waiting for my hero to come home... only for him to always choose someone else.” She sighed heavily, “It never ends good for me...”
“This isn’t about you...”
She shook her head at that, while staring at the ground. “That’s not true... If anything happens to you while you’re at a hunt with your brother... I’ll be left behind...” she lifted her head and stared him in the eyes, “...again!” she whispered.
For a moment none of them said anything. Sam was hesitant for a split second, before he turned away from her and took his jacket off a chair. He took his car keys and opened the door. Before he turned he heard her say “Good bye Sam...” and when he turned to look at her, he only saw her from behind.
“...” Not knowing what to say, he just left.