Drabble: waking up to the days (Vampire Diaries)
Waking up to the days
Fandom: Vampire Diaries
Author: vodooman
Rating: G+
Genre: dark, hurt, drabble
Characters/Pairings: Elena
Any warnings: character death, dark theme...
Disclaimer: Vampire Diaries (TV show) and its characters aren’t mine. I only write fan fiction for fun and entertainment.
A/N: I still get a Lana Lang feeling when ever I see her... but I am willing to put that aside for the sake of Fan Fiction!
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Sometimes she wakes up to guilt. Just this horrible guilty feeling, because her parents died, and she didn’t. The pain that guilt causes is not only emotional, it’s physical too. On those days, she can’t even look herself in the mirror, because she doesn’t want to see the girl that out-lived her parents, when she too should have died.
Sometimes she wakes up to feeling nothing. Those are horrible days too, because she doesn’t know if she feels anything at all. Everything is blank and empty, and even her head feels like she has wrapped it in cotton... She passed through the days in a daze and can’t recall on the next what she did or said.
Sometimes she wakes up to feel anger. Anger at the fact that her parents died at such a young age, when other people’s parents are still about and moving. She is angry at them, because they take their parents and the fact that they are alive for granted. Those are the worse days, because in those insane days, she wishes that no one would be having what she doesn’t have.
Fandom: Vampire Diaries
Author: vodooman
Rating: G+
Genre: dark, hurt, drabble
Characters/Pairings: Elena
Any warnings: character death, dark theme...
Disclaimer: Vampire Diaries (TV show) and its characters aren’t mine. I only write fan fiction for fun and entertainment.
A/N: I still get a Lana Lang feeling when ever I see her... but I am willing to put that aside for the sake of Fan Fiction!
::
Sometimes she wakes up to guilt. Just this horrible guilty feeling, because her parents died, and she didn’t. The pain that guilt causes is not only emotional, it’s physical too. On those days, she can’t even look herself in the mirror, because she doesn’t want to see the girl that out-lived her parents, when she too should have died.
Sometimes she wakes up to feeling nothing. Those are horrible days too, because she doesn’t know if she feels anything at all. Everything is blank and empty, and even her head feels like she has wrapped it in cotton... She passed through the days in a daze and can’t recall on the next what she did or said.
Sometimes she wakes up to feel anger. Anger at the fact that her parents died at such a young age, when other people’s parents are still about and moving. She is angry at them, because they take their parents and the fact that they are alive for granted. Those are the worse days, because in those insane days, she wishes that no one would be having what she doesn’t have.