Chocolate.... the self pity food

[a_clean_sleight]

Sure I feel depressed, let down/dissappointed, but mostly I feel stupid. I also remember why Im so incredibly negative, because life sucks. Anyway maybe next year i can participate in the holiday

Today is holiday invented by greeting card companies...... to make people feel like crap...........I ditched work today.........Took a train out to Montok........I dont know why.........Im not an impulsive person........I guess I just woke up out of funk this morning........I gotta get my car fixed.....