My life lately
Hummmm suck a change in emotions! Lately I have been sooo happy, really it is unreal. I feel like great weights have left me. No fear or worries have crossed my path. Not anymore at least. I feel so comfortable in my relationship with Michael even more so than ever. He trusts me undeniably and I him. He gives me much happiness and love. I am delighted to live with him this summer. It will be as if we were living together haha literally we will but not free of the rents! I was so afraid...like I had everything to lose and nothing to gain from it. Yes, everything still could go wrong but it is a chance I am willing to take. It is like my friend Brian said about facing fear. You have to spit on your hands and just do it! I have done some crazy shit before too. Never before has it dealt with my heart like it does in this way. I was scared but now I can not wait. To be in my loves arms again is a joy!