Preoccupation

Jul 27, 2011 22:53

I've come to realize, like most creative types, that I'm far more expressive and open to creating art/writing when I'm sad, depressed, angry or unwell in some way.

Of course I haven't been feeling any of these things since the end of June, because I've been swept up into a whirlwind summer romance! And it's not just a summer romance...it feels so deep and personal, nothing like my last few relationships. He's stellar, and TERRIBLE for my blogging and art! It's absolutely wonderful.

Here's a picture of him, Sean, my lovely boyfriend:



I fell in love hard and fast...(your mom's hard and fast)and I'm so happy about it!

Never have I been so sure about my feelings for someone, or that it's something sustainable, that there's substance to the attraction, not just a fleeting crush or feeling or euphoria. I don't know how to explain it...I've been wary of writing anything down because it was so tentative at first, I didn't want to scare myself.

So yes, I apologize for being so late this summer to update, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Any new summer relationships with you guys? Hope all is well! Peace out.

summer stuff, life, guys, sean

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