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so a lot has happened, but nothing that i really want to mention.
i was absolutely sure that it was gonna happen this time, but i bet i'll have to wait a lot later. oh well...he gets out of school like june 1st.
my parents think i've done a lot of stuff that technically i havent. not cuz i didnt try though lol. i feel disgusted with myself cuz of something that happened. i'm not gonna tell so dont ask. i just feel horrible.
maybe if he'd stop being obsessed with megan (not anyone i know) i'd actually feel loved. you think? and maybe if he'd love me back the same way. idk what's right anymore.
phil wrestled ben for like 30 minutes just to get him to go to prom. it was kinda funny. really funny. oh well i'll talk more later...gotta make a phone call.
i was absolutely sure that it was gonna happen this time, but i bet i'll have to wait a lot later. oh well...he gets out of school like june 1st.
my parents think i've done a lot of stuff that technically i havent. not cuz i didnt try though lol. i feel disgusted with myself cuz of something that happened. i'm not gonna tell so dont ask. i just feel horrible.
maybe if he'd stop being obsessed with megan (not anyone i know) i'd actually feel loved. you think? and maybe if he'd love me back the same way. idk what's right anymore.
phil wrestled ben for like 30 minutes just to get him to go to prom. it was kinda funny. really funny. oh well i'll talk more later...gotta make a phone call.