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You ever get that where you're not sure you've been alive until like a few months ago?
I love my friends. I really do. I finally feel like i have someplace to belong to.
But enough about them. I want someone to love. I know i can stand single life for a while yet, but i'm really starting to miss not having that someone to go to. I have always wanted someone to cuddle with and relax around and hold on to. I know that may sound cheesy but oh well. I never really got a chance for that with John. But he helped me realized i wanted it. I want those cute little glances and kisses and hugs and all that. i have problems with people touching me, but not people that i want to be with. Oh i miss it...even if i've never had it.
I'm worried that even if i was with someone, i would have to take a while to get used to them touching me. With John it was kind of natural, but we'd been together for a long time. I dont know...
My pool is somewhat close to open. I scrubbed, down on hands and knees on pavement, for like an hour, to make it clean. I want to go swimming. *pout.
hmm..i had a lot to write out before...guess not now.
CONGRATULATIONS CLASS OF '06!!!
there's a pic of ashley, robin and krysta on the schools website. you guys look so preettty
I love my friends. I really do. I finally feel like i have someplace to belong to.
But enough about them. I want someone to love. I know i can stand single life for a while yet, but i'm really starting to miss not having that someone to go to. I have always wanted someone to cuddle with and relax around and hold on to. I know that may sound cheesy but oh well. I never really got a chance for that with John. But he helped me realized i wanted it. I want those cute little glances and kisses and hugs and all that. i have problems with people touching me, but not people that i want to be with. Oh i miss it...even if i've never had it.
I'm worried that even if i was with someone, i would have to take a while to get used to them touching me. With John it was kind of natural, but we'd been together for a long time. I dont know...
My pool is somewhat close to open. I scrubbed, down on hands and knees on pavement, for like an hour, to make it clean. I want to go swimming. *pout.
hmm..i had a lot to write out before...guess not now.
CONGRATULATIONS CLASS OF '06!!!
there's a pic of ashley, robin and krysta on the schools website. you guys look so preettty