:::1,000 ReaSoNS To MaSTuRBaTe:::
Wow, have I missed the perks of being single...
Well, leaving the Quest at 6 is awesome...the sunrise was beautiful is all that I can say. I actually danced the night away, imagine that... Man am I going to feel like shit soon.... Anyway, let me try to remember what my night actually consisted of. Well, it started off at 729, which was awesome. Everyone was there, and it was great to see them all!!! Then, it was off to the Quest. I got in a fight with Jen, go figure, for bringing some other girl to the Quest...I mean really, can we be more immature. Either way, I told her off and cussed her out and told her to start thinking about what she wants from her "relationship" with Mandy...blah blah blah. So, the other girl, Courtney, lives in Nashville and has a girlfriend...whoops...and she's just hot. We just...well, I got the mardi gras beads to prove it...haha hehe. She left and then it was back to dancing for this little girl, and then it wasn't even dancing anymore...it was called..."Hey, can you hold McCorkle up?" Awesome!!! Cool, real cool...
So, some of my friends realized that I wasn't crazy tonight. That's really good! I knew that this time would come around....and just in time as a matter of fact. To you guys, I love you all!!!
* To you, I have nothing to say other than I am not surprised...it's just "in your nature" I guess...definitely not an excuse though. Please do not ever tell me that you love me again*
My time to be egotistical and vain: So, everyone told me enough times tonight how good that I looked, and I figured that it was about time that I start believing it. So, here's the conclusion that I came up with tonight with the help of 10 others...I am too good for you. I know that I am beautiful and I know that my heart is WAAAAAAYYYY too good for your bull shit. Do you feel like shit? I sure hope that you do. Regardless of the reason, you just threw the best thing out the goddamn window...you should be very proud of yourself. I hope that you find something, someday, to take my place...someone who can love you like I do and I will find someone one day who isn't full of lies, deceit, and betrayal. I just know that it won't be you, and, frankly, I don't feel bad about it at all. I feel great about today and all the days to come. I don't NEED you, and I won't have you. I am over that, and you make me feel very naive. Like I texted you tonight, our song came on...it's called..."FUCK YOU, I DON'T WANT YOU BACK." And, on that note, I just fucked you hard baby...hope it was as good for you as it was for me...;)
Well, leaving the Quest at 6 is awesome...the sunrise was beautiful is all that I can say. I actually danced the night away, imagine that... Man am I going to feel like shit soon.... Anyway, let me try to remember what my night actually consisted of. Well, it started off at 729, which was awesome. Everyone was there, and it was great to see them all!!! Then, it was off to the Quest. I got in a fight with Jen, go figure, for bringing some other girl to the Quest...I mean really, can we be more immature. Either way, I told her off and cussed her out and told her to start thinking about what she wants from her "relationship" with Mandy...blah blah blah. So, the other girl, Courtney, lives in Nashville and has a girlfriend...whoops...and she's just hot. We just...well, I got the mardi gras beads to prove it...haha hehe. She left and then it was back to dancing for this little girl, and then it wasn't even dancing anymore...it was called..."Hey, can you hold McCorkle up?" Awesome!!! Cool, real cool...
So, some of my friends realized that I wasn't crazy tonight. That's really good! I knew that this time would come around....and just in time as a matter of fact. To you guys, I love you all!!!
* To you, I have nothing to say other than I am not surprised...it's just "in your nature" I guess...definitely not an excuse though. Please do not ever tell me that you love me again*
My time to be egotistical and vain: So, everyone told me enough times tonight how good that I looked, and I figured that it was about time that I start believing it. So, here's the conclusion that I came up with tonight with the help of 10 others...I am too good for you. I know that I am beautiful and I know that my heart is WAAAAAAYYYY too good for your bull shit. Do you feel like shit? I sure hope that you do. Regardless of the reason, you just threw the best thing out the goddamn window...you should be very proud of yourself. I hope that you find something, someday, to take my place...someone who can love you like I do and I will find someone one day who isn't full of lies, deceit, and betrayal. I just know that it won't be you, and, frankly, I don't feel bad about it at all. I feel great about today and all the days to come. I don't NEED you, and I won't have you. I am over that, and you make me feel very naive. Like I texted you tonight, our song came on...it's called..."FUCK YOU, I DON'T WANT YOU BACK." And, on that note, I just fucked you hard baby...hope it was as good for you as it was for me...;)