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[a_broken_life]

I'm sick of getting my hopes, and then being let down.
I keep blaming you for all my let downs,
when in reality I guess I'm letting myself down more than anything.
I let you build me up when I know what the outcome is going to be.
I just want to believe everything you say because its so perfect,
but always in the back of my mind, I know it's lies, I know you're full of it.
In the end my heart pays for it, not you.

I just wish I could take my own advice,
I'm wonderful at helping everyone else out and telling them how to fix things.

whose going to fix me?
I'm honestly broken and I need fixed,
I'm sick of being a disaster.