Long time, UPDATE!!
So that perfect boyfriend i have... not so perfect ill break it down for you.
12/16/11 -He breaks up with me.. out of no where.
12/22/11-leave for missouri for vacation.
days later i find out he is talking to his ex. on his facebook theres an i love you post she says i love you too and then another comment from her saying jk all the pictures off me are deleted off of his page. needless to say i was hurt really really hurt. I didn't understand why he broke up with me he couldn't even give me a reason and then I didnt understand why he started talking to his ex a girl he hates and never wanted anything to do with after they broke up. He hurt me and lost so much of my trust.
12/28/11 or so- he starts actually trying wanting to get back together. i tell him he has to work for it actually make up for it.
we talked i asked him if he hung out with his ex while i was gone since he was talking to her (me and her have our own issues apart from her being his ex she also used to be my friend way before i started dating him) he says no. well i look at her facebook there is a picture on it that she took of him at one of our friends house's. so now hes lied to me.
Now its gotten to be the way it was right before he broke up with me and i am freaking out!
Not to mention I am leaving for basic (i joined the army!) in august and am so scared of losing him again. I love him with all my heart and though he is not perfect just like no one in the world is i know we are made for each other I just don't know how to not worry about what is going to happen to us because of what has happened.
12/16/11 -He breaks up with me.. out of no where.
12/22/11-leave for missouri for vacation.
days later i find out he is talking to his ex. on his facebook theres an i love you post she says i love you too and then another comment from her saying jk all the pictures off me are deleted off of his page. needless to say i was hurt really really hurt. I didn't understand why he broke up with me he couldn't even give me a reason and then I didnt understand why he started talking to his ex a girl he hates and never wanted anything to do with after they broke up. He hurt me and lost so much of my trust.
12/28/11 or so- he starts actually trying wanting to get back together. i tell him he has to work for it actually make up for it.
we talked i asked him if he hung out with his ex while i was gone since he was talking to her (me and her have our own issues apart from her being his ex she also used to be my friend way before i started dating him) he says no. well i look at her facebook there is a picture on it that she took of him at one of our friends house's. so now hes lied to me.
Now its gotten to be the way it was right before he broke up with me and i am freaking out!
Not to mention I am leaving for basic (i joined the army!) in august and am so scared of losing him again. I love him with all my heart and though he is not perfect just like no one in the world is i know we are made for each other I just don't know how to not worry about what is going to happen to us because of what has happened.