MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I LOVE HIM.....WHY DID HE HAVE TO HURT ME, WHY DID HE HAVE TO BREAK MY HEART AND LEAVE ME.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY CANT I HATE HIM.!!!!!!!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND HURT SO MUCH FOR IT.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''': WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I DONT UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS CRAP FUCKING SUCKS.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS SHIT???????????????????????????????????
we were together for a year and almost 8 months why did he have to break up with me we were engaged and he broke up with me.! why did he have to keep hurting me wh did i put up with the way he treated me just to get a broken heart? why does this have to happen why do i have to keep hurting???? i feel like just cutting my wrist and letting it bleed and bleed and bleed and hope no one finds me tell im not able to bleed anymore thats what i want.!!!! i want to be better i dont want to feel this anymore i want it to go away.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMN IT IT WILL GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WONT FEEL THIS PAIN ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS CRAP FUCKING SUCKS.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS SHIT???????????????????????????????????
we were together for a year and almost 8 months why did he have to break up with me we were engaged and he broke up with me.! why did he have to keep hurting me wh did i put up with the way he treated me just to get a broken heart? why does this have to happen why do i have to keep hurting???? i feel like just cutting my wrist and letting it bleed and bleed and bleed and hope no one finds me tell im not able to bleed anymore thats what i want.!!!! i want to be better i dont want to feel this anymore i want it to go away.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMN IT IT WILL GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WONT FEEL THIS PAIN ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!