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Humm, well seeing as how I no longer update often I feel the need to post my ramblings.
How does it feel when you no longer awaken to a feeling of livelihood? How is it that you can be filled with a neverending essence and yet not hold the capacity to fulfill what it in turn requests? I was so close to that oncoming insinuation that I so gave into demands for, and now am much further away from attaining it. Grasp yourself, hold tightly, and allow yourself to fall, endlessly falling to the craving of a creature. This creature that overtakes and absorbs any little life force that is remaining in this frail trivial human vessel. I must now alleviate myself from this tormenting pain that will forever be held into the depths of my eternal being, it is now that I apologize for my demeaning factors, my discontent for human life and consequence. I will no longer hold you to the extent of being used in my dilemma for abusive counter measures. Do not hate me, do not love me, do not hold any value of words within the very boundary of which I will feel and deny them. You are never to possess what I have, I am that which will never be, that which can never harbor such distasteful remorse. You were my flock and I no longer desire any of you, I relinquish you to the vortex of being in the eternal abyss I forever shall be bestowed in.
Excuse the contradictions if there are any, but it is in the best of words that one must create a paradox, only then will there be a sliver of gratuity granted.
How does it feel when you no longer awaken to a feeling of livelihood? How is it that you can be filled with a neverending essence and yet not hold the capacity to fulfill what it in turn requests? I was so close to that oncoming insinuation that I so gave into demands for, and now am much further away from attaining it. Grasp yourself, hold tightly, and allow yourself to fall, endlessly falling to the craving of a creature. This creature that overtakes and absorbs any little life force that is remaining in this frail trivial human vessel. I must now alleviate myself from this tormenting pain that will forever be held into the depths of my eternal being, it is now that I apologize for my demeaning factors, my discontent for human life and consequence. I will no longer hold you to the extent of being used in my dilemma for abusive counter measures. Do not hate me, do not love me, do not hold any value of words within the very boundary of which I will feel and deny them. You are never to possess what I have, I am that which will never be, that which can never harbor such distasteful remorse. You were my flock and I no longer desire any of you, I relinquish you to the vortex of being in the eternal abyss I forever shall be bestowed in.
Excuse the contradictions if there are any, but it is in the best of words that one must create a paradox, only then will there be a sliver of gratuity granted.