thoughts in my head
[from the journal of Fasano]
i feel like this quicksand we call life has eaten me and now i am in a whole new world. where will i end up?
i feel like these people in my body has turned to hate each other at times and now an eternal war rages on... and i am in the middle, trying to keep everyone at peace. i have guns pointed directly at me and like i have said many times before... it is hard to tell who is my friend and who is against me. but i keep fighting to stop the fighting. i keep bleeding to stop the bloodshed. this is MY world and no one is taking it from me. my sins are the result of this world's fury on me. and so i ask for forgiveness, i will do my part to clearing the right path but first i need to open my own road... people have their trust in me and so i can not let them down. i have nothing else but my HUNGER left. that is all i need. cause as long as i crave the thirst for a good life i will do WHATEVER IT TAKES to quench it. if a branch is too high i will create a ladder to reach it. if an ocean is laid out before me i will make a boat to cross it. if a wall stands in my way... i will face that wall and BREAK THROUGH IT WITH WHATEVER I HAVE IN MY HANDS. this world is mine... that world is mine for the taking....
"he will never leave and truthfully... i dont think i want him to. without him or the others, I as MYSELF would not be ME.... understand?"
~if my mind is a battle then these people are my army///~
i feel like this quicksand we call life has eaten me and now i am in a whole new world. where will i end up?
i feel like these people in my body has turned to hate each other at times and now an eternal war rages on... and i am in the middle, trying to keep everyone at peace. i have guns pointed directly at me and like i have said many times before... it is hard to tell who is my friend and who is against me. but i keep fighting to stop the fighting. i keep bleeding to stop the bloodshed. this is MY world and no one is taking it from me. my sins are the result of this world's fury on me. and so i ask for forgiveness, i will do my part to clearing the right path but first i need to open my own road... people have their trust in me and so i can not let them down. i have nothing else but my HUNGER left. that is all i need. cause as long as i crave the thirst for a good life i will do WHATEVER IT TAKES to quench it. if a branch is too high i will create a ladder to reach it. if an ocean is laid out before me i will make a boat to cross it. if a wall stands in my way... i will face that wall and BREAK THROUGH IT WITH WHATEVER I HAVE IN MY HANDS. this world is mine... that world is mine for the taking....
"he will never leave and truthfully... i dont think i want him to. without him or the others, I as MYSELF would not be ME.... understand?"
~if my mind is a battle then these people are my army///~