A Man Can Still Breathe When His Last Breath Is Taken

May 18, 2005 18:10

i dunno if i already wrote this but i doubt it seeing as i have been spending most of my time on the internet calling out a little girl... but i finally got a cell phone, my dad bought it for me with his sickness checks or whatever you call them. but he is doing better now and i am very happy about that. on top of that i got my permit finally on Mondayand still havent driven none but whatever, least i got it... now alls thats left is 6 months for my liscence.

things sound great right? i thought so too. well my mom is STILL trying to get her car back... not working so great... but some stupid old man drove right into the front of Ray's (my moms fience) car... oh ya and my mom turned down her job offer cause she has no car so things just keep getting "BETTER".

today on my way to pick up THE CALM my bike got my shoes and pants muddy so i got pissed and picked up my bike and threw it to the ground but in the process the handlebars caught my leg and dug out some skin and i ripped some of my muscle in my leg. so i got pissed at that and threw around my bike some more and kicked in the spokes and beat THE FUCK out of it. well now im out a bike and out a leg. i cant explain how bad the pain is in my leg. i can literally barely walk. feels like someone actually rammed a knife into my leg, JUST LIKE THAT.

but i got the calm now and i think that its fuckin tight as hell... the next chapter in the story of the dark canival. "I CAN DANCE MOTHER FUCKER!" haha! plus i re-burned most of my Ryden Dirtay (psychopathic rydas) cd seeing as i just up and went missing. but its all good cause i burned all but 3 songs on the "check your shit in bitch" psychopathic rydas cd and some of the "dumpin" cd too. plus i got all my psychopathic cds back but now im missing the fuckin Monoxide chainsmoker cd... gee i wonder who took that back? but my cd case is filling up QUICK. just got my LA the darkman cd and like 10 other fuckin wu-tang cds to finish the collection... almost. still need to get the masta killa cds and some more gza cds and whatever but that i will worry about later. but got my g-unit cd back and just got the massacre too...HAPPY VALANTINES DAY... FUCKIN MUSIC! I LOVE IT! its like an addiction, honestly.

i got a gym pass too, think this is like my 2nd week on it... im getting bigger in my chest and my stomach is getting more ripped too. my shoulders are getting ripped and that part on the top of my arms (not my tri's or bi's) are ripped too but i havent really tried to work my arms too much, although they are getting bigger a little.

BIG THINGS are happening with my rapping... ya you havent heard too much lately ahout that right? well im sick of saying im back cause in reality ive never left. everyday im writing and freestyling and making music but you dont know nothing about that and you wont until you see the cd... theres a hint for ya... things are more different then ever, but at the same time is the same... but still TOTALLY DIFFERENT. you wont understand till you see it. but i aint giving shit away. but imma get back to listening to the calm and my things so suck a dick-ling. much clown love.
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