UH NO
~~~~~~~VOID ALL THE INFORMATION BELOW, IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE, I DONT MEAN ANY OF THAT~~~~~~~~~~
Dear Jaclyn,
I dont know why I am writing this letter so late and you barely even read live journals so I don't know why I'm posting it, but I need to say it. I just spent like 2 hours reading all of our notes back and forth and you're signing in my yearbook (no means no) and I just now realized how fucking much I screwed up. You don't understand how much you meant to me as a friend and I don't think that I even understood it. But you were always when i needed anything. If I didn't want to go out, you would stay in for me in a second and I guess I was just too caught up in myself to ever realize anything like that. I cannot stand the thought that we aren't going to be friends anymore. You don't understand how much it kills me to think that I fucked up such a perfect friendship. I am not writing this letter to make you feel sorry for being upset with me, but I am writing it to you to tell you that I'm so sorry for taking you for granted. I am so fucking sorry. I don't expect anything else to happen and I don't want you to forgive me out of pity, when you feel like you're ready to be my friend again I'll be waiting. Please know that now officialy I will ALWAYS be there for you, no matter what. I've learned my lesson better then I ever thought I could. And listen, I didn't fuck up our friendship because of you, I fucked it up because of me and I thought that I could take people for granted and get away with everything I did, but I promise you from now until forever I'm going to be there for you through thick and thin. I am truly sorry.
I love you always and forever. Kate