SAm hates me
I don't think sam gives a shit that we aren't friends..okay, I think it bothers her a TINY bit. She seems perfectly happy. Ecology is awkward. WE work in the same groups together. WE "talk", I guess if you can even call it thaT. But only about like the assignment.
Today Derek was like "Brandy, SAm come work with me", So I went over + then SAm was like "I don't know if that's a good idea". Derek asked her if she hated me + sahe said no, I told her: "SAm, I don't hate you". So she came over + worked with us. But we still didn't talk, like you'd think that would open up the conversation. But I don't think she likes me at all anymore. So yeah.
Today has been a completely horrible day!! I went home with Joe. I ended up laying in his bed with him crying. All I have is him. No one knows what it is like to have no one ever call you, no friends. It sucks!!!!!!!! And it is SO hard for me to make friends.
I almost got my first ever detention. I was talking to this wigger faggot that used to be friends with JOe + he was saying how Joe is a losuer + how Joe still smokes pot + he hears about ppl smoking with Joe all the time. So I fucking freaked out on him. I yelled + cussed him out so loud + so bad! I was seriously about to beat the shit out of him + then my studyhall teacher yellked at me + told me if I didn't stop she was giving me a detention. I wanted to fucking kill him!! NO ONE FUCKING CALLS JOE A LOSUER!! And yeah..sure, JOe didn't quit smoking pot..And I wouldn't know, because I'm not with him almost 24/7 or anything. When I'm not with him I'm on the phone with him. And that's why Joe has passed every single onwe of his piss tests! OKAY! Fucking retard!!What a fucking douche bag! The thing that pisses me off more than anything is if you call Joe a losuer.
Today Derek was like "Brandy, SAm come work with me", So I went over + then SAm was like "I don't know if that's a good idea". Derek asked her if she hated me + sahe said no, I told her: "SAm, I don't hate you". So she came over + worked with us. But we still didn't talk, like you'd think that would open up the conversation. But I don't think she likes me at all anymore. So yeah.
Today has been a completely horrible day!! I went home with Joe. I ended up laying in his bed with him crying. All I have is him. No one knows what it is like to have no one ever call you, no friends. It sucks!!!!!!!! And it is SO hard for me to make friends.
I almost got my first ever detention. I was talking to this wigger faggot that used to be friends with JOe + he was saying how Joe is a losuer + how Joe still smokes pot + he hears about ppl smoking with Joe all the time. So I fucking freaked out on him. I yelled + cussed him out so loud + so bad! I was seriously about to beat the shit out of him + then my studyhall teacher yellked at me + told me if I didn't stop she was giving me a detention. I wanted to fucking kill him!! NO ONE FUCKING CALLS JOE A LOSUER!! And yeah..sure, JOe didn't quit smoking pot..And I wouldn't know, because I'm not with him almost 24/7 or anything. When I'm not with him I'm on the phone with him. And that's why Joe has passed every single onwe of his piss tests! OKAY! Fucking retard!!What a fucking douche bag! The thing that pisses me off more than anything is if you call Joe a losuer.