0014. Shock. [Private]
Of course I've been told, time and again, that he was here, and though it wasn't quite articulated, I could guess it was him. I shouldn't have been nearly as shocked when he spoke up.
Why have I come to live in denial? "It couldn't be him." "It was the tea." "That wasn't the equation I thought it was."
And where has this terrible attitude of mine come from? Are my deeper thoughts simply to be private now, out of the way? Nyssa didn't well stand for that, nor Peri- if I've made friends here, I'm certain they won't, either.
Martha wouldn't.
Pull yourself together, Doctor. You've quite a ways to go, in more lives if not this one alone; there's no sense in adopting such distasteful traits now.
Why have I come to live in denial? "It couldn't be him." "It was the tea." "That wasn't the equation I thought it was."
And where has this terrible attitude of mine come from? Are my deeper thoughts simply to be private now, out of the way? Nyssa didn't well stand for that, nor Peri- if I've made friends here, I'm certain they won't, either.
Martha wouldn't.
Pull yourself together, Doctor. You've quite a ways to go, in more lives if not this one alone; there's no sense in adopting such distasteful traits now.