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this whole break has been hysterical. today i threw up once in a plastic bag in a library. i carried the bag out and threw it a trashcan. then i was having lunch with a friend. i said i was going out for a smoke momentarily, but really i ran to an alley and puked there too.
this is what i hate about losing a habit.

my grandmother pissed herself on the dining room chair yesterday. this family gathering is a fucking joke.

note: last time i saw a huge black dog and today i saw a wolf, on a leash. foreshadowing. i'm gonna get hit by a car.