I feel like writing a book
I suck @ life.
Single mom. SUCKS
Single in general. SUCKS
hate my job. SUCKS
hate my home life. SUCKS
Live w/ my parents. WTF? Majorly SUCKS.
I still weigh 25lbs more than when I got preggers. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS
I feel like I'm suffocating. SUCKS
Seriously, my son is like my end all be all, and now his dad gets to have 3 days a week! I know it's the best for William, but it's KILLING me. He's what makes my days worth while... and now I never get to see him :( I"m away from him @ work 45+ hours a week... and now I have to give up 3 nights with him. I just want to be selfish and keep him 24-7... but I can't. I hate it.
I tried dating someone. Yea, last 5 weeks before he told me I talk about my son too much... that hurt. So I canned him.
I tried getting this thing called a life.... I don't recommend it. Why you might ask...
Cause I'm super depressed @ life, and I used to be able to go on-line and talk to you guys... and well.... I've been gone so long no one even thinks to look for me. Totally my fault, don't get me wrong. Just super sucks right now.
I think I'm going to start drinking... lol just kidding about that. Don't want to be a depressed slush... that's just pathetic :) blah. who am I kidding?
Single mom. SUCKS
Single in general. SUCKS
hate my job. SUCKS
hate my home life. SUCKS
Live w/ my parents. WTF? Majorly SUCKS.
I still weigh 25lbs more than when I got preggers. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS
I feel like I'm suffocating. SUCKS
Seriously, my son is like my end all be all, and now his dad gets to have 3 days a week! I know it's the best for William, but it's KILLING me. He's what makes my days worth while... and now I never get to see him :( I"m away from him @ work 45+ hours a week... and now I have to give up 3 nights with him. I just want to be selfish and keep him 24-7... but I can't. I hate it.
I tried dating someone. Yea, last 5 weeks before he told me I talk about my son too much... that hurt. So I canned him.
I tried getting this thing called a life.... I don't recommend it. Why you might ask...
Cause I'm super depressed @ life, and I used to be able to go on-line and talk to you guys... and well.... I've been gone so long no one even thinks to look for me. Totally my fault, don't get me wrong. Just super sucks right now.
I think I'm going to start drinking... lol just kidding about that. Don't want to be a depressed slush... that's just pathetic :) blah. who am I kidding?