muffins
today wasn't so bad. i ate so fucking much. this shit has to stop. when i'm depressed i don't eat at all. but when i'm frustrated or pissed off i eat non-stop! at lunch me and jamie had chicken AND fries. and i came home and for dinner i ate an entire pizza by myself. fucking insanity. i hung out with eileen. we went to the middle school and then to the uc vs rahway game. then i helped her get ready for a party. i came home and was really sleepy. dave (not king) was just over. we talked and what not. but i sent him home because i'm ready to pass out. i think
i feel sad. not about stupid retarded shit either. i miss my friend. . . i miss her a lot. i'm such an asshole. jesus.
anyway... yeah. i'm going to pass out now. goodnight.
and thank you COURTNEY!! for commenting on my last entry.
no one else loves me. you suck.
i feel sad. not about stupid retarded shit either. i miss my friend. . . i miss her a lot. i'm such an asshole. jesus.
anyway... yeah. i'm going to pass out now. goodnight.
and thank you COURTNEY!! for commenting on my last entry.
no one else loves me. you suck.