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I'm not sure what's going on. By going on... I mean in my life --- No I'm not trying to start one of those "I''m in a weird mood", or "help me, the world is the devil and im stuck in the middle" type of posts. No. It's not that. I just don't know where everything is going. It's like I'm waiting for something to happen. Like I'll go out with someone and just have this empty feeling and anxious feeling like something else better should happen later. But there's nothing that can happen. At least I don't think there is?

I mean I'm not depressed... or even In a bad mood or not having fun. I'm not any of that. Just kinda of akwardness to everything I do lately.