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ANNNNND...
Let's break it down.
1) Sara .... I'm not sure what's going on. But, I feel like I don't know Sara - but I do. I love her, really I do, but lately were lacking. I know this is a subject long overdue, maybe even overdue since a couple years ago - but we are falling faster downhill each week. Even so, random IM's online - maybe calls at night, which don't occur often anymore ..... are becoming slimmer? Even weekend nights Me Vinnie and Alex don't get to see her that much, and If we do, well that's just one night out of how ever many we had not together. It's good that I'm becoming to realize this now, for It's not anything severe yet. (Sara- sorry If I've gotten caught up in other things to not leave room for you... maybe it's all my fault?)
2) Lizzie Lerman is the best person. Like even though we just started talking a lot - she by far cares more about anything that comes out of my mouth then anyone I ever met. She will listen to anything and give me the best advice or confidence or what it is I need to get me through something. And It's funny cause when we talk, and she has a problem - I actually can think of really good answers or advice for her as well. We kinda play off each others problems. She truly is someone that is certainly a definition of a good person.
To add with Lizzie, is she gave me a very good piece of advice the other day. She stopped me the other day in the midst of talking and just said "Why?" - she told me to weed out all the negative in my life that no one deserves and just be happy. Why dwell on all that isn't right or doesn't make you happy or isn't what you want... why waste that energy?
She's right. If only it were that easy-----
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I wrote all of that ^ over an hour ago
I swear, I can't do anything. I can't finish anything... My mind hates me. It is always thinking about something or not focusing on what I need to be doing. I also have NO patience.
Again I can't even finish this post without being distracted....
Now I have to go eat dinner.
blahhh.
Let's break it down.
1) Sara .... I'm not sure what's going on. But, I feel like I don't know Sara - but I do. I love her, really I do, but lately were lacking. I know this is a subject long overdue, maybe even overdue since a couple years ago - but we are falling faster downhill each week. Even so, random IM's online - maybe calls at night, which don't occur often anymore ..... are becoming slimmer? Even weekend nights Me Vinnie and Alex don't get to see her that much, and If we do, well that's just one night out of how ever many we had not together. It's good that I'm becoming to realize this now, for It's not anything severe yet. (Sara- sorry If I've gotten caught up in other things to not leave room for you... maybe it's all my fault?)
2) Lizzie Lerman is the best person. Like even though we just started talking a lot - she by far cares more about anything that comes out of my mouth then anyone I ever met. She will listen to anything and give me the best advice or confidence or what it is I need to get me through something. And It's funny cause when we talk, and she has a problem - I actually can think of really good answers or advice for her as well. We kinda play off each others problems. She truly is someone that is certainly a definition of a good person.
To add with Lizzie, is she gave me a very good piece of advice the other day. She stopped me the other day in the midst of talking and just said "Why?" - she told me to weed out all the negative in my life that no one deserves and just be happy. Why dwell on all that isn't right or doesn't make you happy or isn't what you want... why waste that energy?
She's right. If only it were that easy-----
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I wrote all of that ^ over an hour ago
I swear, I can't do anything. I can't finish anything... My mind hates me. It is always thinking about something or not focusing on what I need to be doing. I also have NO patience.
Again I can't even finish this post without being distracted....
Now I have to go eat dinner.
blahhh.