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Hey Yall i havent updated in awhile so i thought i would.Well everything is goin good with me and raqueal now.Im not datin Hunter anymore,i wish i wouldnt have broken up wit him,im so sad now without him but i cant help it now he has a girlfriend and i have a boyfriend so i shouldnt care but i do..Why do i have to be such an idiot sometimes maybe its just because im blonde lol...but now i cant help but think why do you leave the ones you love???i dunno maybe its your mind or maybe even your heart but either way you still loose something...Gosh now im havin trouble with people in my class sometimes i wish i would just die because i just cant help the fact that people are going to be mean to me in life like yesterday brittany made me cry because she said i was jealous of cheyanne and i said i wasnt but i actually was i dunno why but seein him wit someone else kills me and now i know how it feels..I think im just gonna die of a broken heart i mean everytime i go somewhere or i do something i think of him i know i shouldnt but i do..Please someone help me!!!i just want to scream and cry at the same time..well im gonna go cry somemore ttyl bye*...