My name is dead to you..

[a7x_seizetheday]

So,its like 930something right now and I don't want to go to bed.I just got off of the phone with Asia like 20minutes ago.I didn't want to get off either but she had to go.Today was great,I got to see her for a couple hours which made me really happy.But we couldn't really do anything because im still pretty sick.Well,im better now.But earlier I didn't feel good.I wish something would have happend.Like,we've been together for like 4 1/2 months now and well we've done stuff,just not alot.She says she wants to and I do too but we're both just scared.But sooner or later we're gonna have to get over that fear.I love her so much,she has no clue.I feel like just making a pointless long entry for some reason.Wow,im weird.I seriously scare myself sometimes.So anyways,I love how the weather is now this is like my favorite time of year.I like never go outside anymore.I used to be outside 24/7 and I was so dark.But now im so..WHITE o.0 ugh.Fall and Winter are my two favorite times of the year.Yes,enough with the randomness.You know what? I love Asia.I love Asia more then she will ever know.I would put down all the reasons why I do on here but I cant because there is way too many and I cant put it into words.To me,shes beyond perfect.She promised we'd be together forever,I hope she keeps that promise.If I lost her..I dont know what id do.But I think she will because of what she said and well..I'll just put it in here..
SomethingxCool13: u know how theres like some people who are like 40 years old and theyre single and still trying to look for like 'the one' or w/e?? well ya know..we're only 14 and we've already found eachother. isnt that kind of like..amazing?
SomethingxCool13: im glad i found u..because now we have our whole lives to be together
Gosh,is she amazing or what? I love that girl so fucking much.
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