grrrrr
i fucking hate my mom. like seriously she's not letting me go to the show...do you know how fucking excited i was and how fuckin bad i wanted to go to the show??? like...GOD! grrrr... anyways ... i think i need to go back to the hospital..i need to be around people that care...and people that care are people who understand..and people who understand are found in the hospital...because i was around those kinds of people last time i was there and i kind of liked it...but i can see it not happenening again so i don't really know ... but i can't take all this anymore ... aaron is getting sent away to rehab..and i'm gonna miss him like hell...and tj got sent away a little bit ago..and shes one of my best friends....so i dunno what to do anymore but i can't take it.