Oh...is it...love?
Well first of all I want to say that myspace is gay it isn't letting anyone sign on right now and it hasn't been for like an hour...anyways yeah so I just got the phone with Steven...oh Steven. Okay you guys he is just awesome I don't know how to explain it...we were talking about getting old and I brought up botox and plastic surgery and stuff and then I told him that I might just get myself one of them mail order husbands or whatever... and then he was all like well just keep my number you don't have to get one of those and then I was like joking and I said well don't be surprised if I call you in like 10 years and ask you to marry me and then he was like thats too long..and I thought he was joking so I was like I see your as impatient as I am...and then he was like no I'm serious...he said I'm 22 almost 23 I don't wanna wait that long...he says I have an idea no matter what happens with me and you right now in 3 years if neither one of us in a long term relationship then we should get married...and so I don't why but I agreed...god I don't know what it is about him...I mean if some other guy had said that to me I would have been freaked out but I don't know man I like him a lot a lot...he just accepts me for who I am...he has made me happier in this last week than I have been in a long time...it feels like my heart is in my throat every time I think of him or talk to him...its just sitting there waiting to say I Love You...I don't know guys this might be the guy that we have been trying to find for me. I'll keep you updated for sure...