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lately its been bothering me that people dont dream bigger.
who wants to live in maine forever? honestly.
i couldnt imagine my life with out the feeling that maine just wasnt big enough.
i mean yea, this is where i grew up, this is what i will always call home no matter where i go in life.
its where my family is. its what i know. and no matter where i live or travel too. i know Maine is home.
i recently came to this conclusion when my best friend was talking about how she wants to settle down and get married soon and shes only 20 and i just sat there in silence, with nothing to say to her for the first time since we met. i was dumbfounded at the fact that someone couldnt want more than that, the only thing i could say to her is " you dont have any dreams? like to leave maine and live somewhere else for a while or atleast travel?" and all she said was " no.." why is it that so many people are into the whole living in the woods and spawing as their life plan? Ill be 23 in june and the 2 years fallowing that ill be 25, i cant imagine with in that time frame wanting to have kids and get married never mind try and get settled down to have them. Im busting out of this state and i dont care what it takes, come september ill be gone and maine will just be home where my parents live. and that i will be a great feeling i think, and that i dont have to move alone. Josh will be moving with me and he already knows Philly since hes from there so it will be nice to be in a new town and meet new people and just start over fresh. i just feel like everything, every move i make in maine is ok for a minute and then i starts to feel like im getting back into that old routine again.i guess i just wasnt ment for the great state of Maine.
who wants to live in maine forever? honestly.
i couldnt imagine my life with out the feeling that maine just wasnt big enough.
i mean yea, this is where i grew up, this is what i will always call home no matter where i go in life.
its where my family is. its what i know. and no matter where i live or travel too. i know Maine is home.
i recently came to this conclusion when my best friend was talking about how she wants to settle down and get married soon and shes only 20 and i just sat there in silence, with nothing to say to her for the first time since we met. i was dumbfounded at the fact that someone couldnt want more than that, the only thing i could say to her is " you dont have any dreams? like to leave maine and live somewhere else for a while or atleast travel?" and all she said was " no.." why is it that so many people are into the whole living in the woods and spawing as their life plan? Ill be 23 in june and the 2 years fallowing that ill be 25, i cant imagine with in that time frame wanting to have kids and get married never mind try and get settled down to have them. Im busting out of this state and i dont care what it takes, come september ill be gone and maine will just be home where my parents live. and that i will be a great feeling i think, and that i dont have to move alone. Josh will be moving with me and he already knows Philly since hes from there so it will be nice to be in a new town and meet new people and just start over fresh. i just feel like everything, every move i make in maine is ok for a minute and then i starts to feel like im getting back into that old routine again.i guess i just wasnt ment for the great state of Maine.