Big girls don't cry
Sometimes I wonder if I come across as childlike or a baby because I get upset when certain friends don't keep in contact. I've been online for a few years now and met alot of friends who've become important to me, but sometimes I can't help but wonder if I'm all alone in feeling that way.
It is possible to care for someone more than they care for you, it's happened to me before.
It's easy to say things like 'I love you' and not mean it, I'm one of those ppl that doesn't say unless I mean it. The comfort blanket of friends that I had have been ripped from me and now I'm feeling just a little cold, don't get me wrong, I have plenty of awesome friends who email me all the time but there are friends I had from a long time ago who've kinda faded away. I miss them alot and I do try to reconnect but it doesn't seem to last and they fade away again.
Is this something I should let go of and move on from, or should I keep trying?
It is possible to care for someone more than they care for you, it's happened to me before.
It's easy to say things like 'I love you' and not mean it, I'm one of those ppl that doesn't say unless I mean it. The comfort blanket of friends that I had have been ripped from me and now I'm feeling just a little cold, don't get me wrong, I have plenty of awesome friends who email me all the time but there are friends I had from a long time ago who've kinda faded away. I miss them alot and I do try to reconnect but it doesn't seem to last and they fade away again.
Is this something I should let go of and move on from, or should I keep trying?