What the hell....
Starting this promotional company has taken everything I've known and flipped it upside down. My life has been ridiculous this past year.
I definitely don't regret anything, as through it all I have learned to appreciate a lot more things that I posses and I've also met some good people. Seeing people with the fake smiles on their face, makes me appreciate my real one 10 times over. Hearing myself bullshit entertainment companies and for them to believe it, makes me appreciate how smart I really am.
After all this I've finally realized what I want in life. I'm not a little girl anymore and I can finally say I'm ready to start being responsible. I know exactly what kind of love I want and need, and although it's so out of reach... I'll continue waiting for it. Time is only time. I've never felt so strongly about someone and something and friends have even told me I was crazy for living off of my instinct. What else is there, though? We're all animals, anyway. I've also tried to evaluate myself and make little things about me better. I've gotten rid my temper, simply by realizing that it was a problem. I've also done some other things that have helped out my lifestyle and put my mind at ease. All I'm waiting for is that boy. Despite all the drama we've been through, I've stayed strong to my word and I'm still waiting. No need to namedrop, he knows who he is....
I definitely don't regret anything, as through it all I have learned to appreciate a lot more things that I posses and I've also met some good people. Seeing people with the fake smiles on their face, makes me appreciate my real one 10 times over. Hearing myself bullshit entertainment companies and for them to believe it, makes me appreciate how smart I really am.
After all this I've finally realized what I want in life. I'm not a little girl anymore and I can finally say I'm ready to start being responsible. I know exactly what kind of love I want and need, and although it's so out of reach... I'll continue waiting for it. Time is only time. I've never felt so strongly about someone and something and friends have even told me I was crazy for living off of my instinct. What else is there, though? We're all animals, anyway. I've also tried to evaluate myself and make little things about me better. I've gotten rid my temper, simply by realizing that it was a problem. I've also done some other things that have helped out my lifestyle and put my mind at ease. All I'm waiting for is that boy. Despite all the drama we've been through, I've stayed strong to my word and I'm still waiting. No need to namedrop, he knows who he is....