Jan 06, 2006 21:58
hello everybody. my entries suck ass, that's the feeling i have at times. cos only few comment, he he!
and to make things worse, I dont even have aim here (this laptop) and I WOULD gladly install it, but the big boss wouldn't like that at all! so i am handcuffed. i can only use msn...
the consultant arrived a couple days ago..do you think i know when I am going back? well NO! he told me they're "working on it". I like CA, but like i said, I need to get in touch with people, feel I am alive. Watching the Halloween Marathon on AMC isn't healthy. It's suicidal...I am glad I have a few friends who keep in constant touch over the phone and on msn as well...but hey, if you're on my list it's because you're important to me, and I try to comment as much as possible....I dont want to act like a MR random..never ever!!
I had a good time at my cousin's..shame she lives so far away (zip code 93065)..it's like a 4 hour drive from where I live...and it's a bit exhausting, I wont lie to you. But it's better than nothing! Right now I am sooo broke! yesterday I bought myself a home theater (best buy). i like it a lot. but i wont be able to use it til i go back to costa rica..whenever that might be! at this point, I feel like I should apply for citizenship, he he!! You know, that's the thing that sucks at this company. You're always the last to know the stuff...and they're still looking for someone they can send over to CA so that this person can work hand in hand with me... but they need someone who's fully bilingual...not that I am, but I feel I can understand most of what people tell me to do and stuff you know???
Oh boy, I hope this year will be better than the last one. Lots of twists and turns..and honestly, I am fed up with that crap. But of course, it's not up to me..to see how things turn out to be...or can i actually change the course of things?? i try to live day by day...and stop worrying so much. anyways I have to go back home to see what is my job really like, and if I can stand it...I think i can..but again, the freaking wage...I got a raise by the way..i make now 474 dollars a month..which is good! (sarcastic grin)
tomorrow I am driving up north, for a change..I am sooo excited. more details later!!
catch y'all