Um yeah, but first,
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PRINCE OF TENNIS CATEGORY:
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Ich Liebe Dich2.
I'm Yours3.
Making Memories D.GRAY-MAN CATEGORY
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Clockwatching2.
Not Quite Sleepless Nights Vote for me? :D
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Anyway, DGM 192. My initial reaction was: "HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIT!!!", and then: "Gaaaah~! The order is crazy! Leverrier is crazy! And Alma...and Yuu...and Allen getting affected by Yuu's emotion all these times...and ROAD! Why am I liking Road even more now?"
And here is the summary of my thoughts on the chapter:
1. I think I'm liking Road right now.
2. Poor Allen had been synchronizing with Kanda all these times? Aww~
3. Okay. So Kanda's current body is an artificial body coz his original one was in that innocence shrine Alma fell into? So the core memory is really his memories from the 'past life'?
4. I wonder how old Kanda actually is...
5. Edgaaaaar~ I like him, really I do...
And then I saw
saphira112's facebook status which said: "Guys. GUYS. Something just struck me. What if Alma is somehow connected to the Heart Innocence? I mean, why else would the Noah suddenly up and go find him? Maybe Alma knows where it is, or what form it's in? *insert more sensible theory here*"
And thus, some discussion ensued... Some of these are excerpts from the conversation between
saphira112 and I via Facebook XDD
saphira112: "I'm not too sure. I mean, the entire series is all 'bout the Heart and then suddenly, whoop, let's go and find comatose second exorcist and screw with everyone's minds because we didn't think of that in the first place! I dunno, it seems too random. Alma might know practically everything."
a1y_puff: "That's possible. Alma had been to the innocence shrine. He might know something. Or... Is his innocence the heart itself? :o"
saphira112: "If HIS Innocence is the Heart... that would make sense. Since Alma was technically alive this entire time... did you see how his Innocence attached like an arm? Alma is parasitic. ALMA KEEPS REMINDING ME OF ALLEN AT TIMES..."
a1y_puff: "YES I SAW IT. I was like, "Wait, it's an arm? Alma's innocence is an arm?"
No wonder Kanda has rather conflicted feelings towards Allen. Maybe everytime he sees Allen, he sees regret. Or something."
---Anyone's got a better/more sensible theory? XDD---
Anyway this:
So Kanda has died once, forcefully revived by transferring his brains to an artificial body, tortured to synchro with his innocence, and was KILLED again in this chap? WTF HIGHER UPS?! DD8
I seriously hate the order and their effing higher ups. Gah! And I thought Leverrier was the worst...
So this is what has been happening during the three chapters of
Allen's disappearance... He had been too busy synchronizing affected with Kanda's emotions. This broke my heart. Seriously.
.... but at the same time, as a obsessed and totally biased Yullen fan, this made me happy. I mean, ALLEN IS FEELING KANDA'S EMOTIONS, DAMMIT!! *dies*
We've also talked about this:
saphira112: "WHY IS ROAD NOW SO SWEET AND CALLING ALLEN BY HIS NAME? The Noah Clan seems to want Allen to become the Fourteenth, so that was a GOLDEN opportunity to call him by the Fourteenth's name and then Allen would have been taken over... maybe. I don't know. Road is so sweet and somewhat KIND in the chapter, it's freaky. I guess it's her sudden maturity..."
a1y_puff: "The Allen/Road-ness feels canon it pains me...but BUT! I really like Road in here. It's like she's more humane... And to think that she'd say to Allen that he's *Allen*... Whoa."
saphira112: "Yeah, see, and that's what I was wondering. She's just suddenly so mature and sweet. Then again, she and Allen HAVE been missing for three chapters. They coulda done somethin' >> *shot*"
a1y_puff: "Well maybe Allen wasn't the only one who got affected by Kanda's emotions. If she wasn't, why didn't she snap Allen out of it sooner? Maybe she got affected too, but managed to snap out of it earlier and then helping Allen. The weight of Kanda's emotions could be the cause of her sudden sweetness....maybe. I dunno. Only Hoshino knows XD"
saphira112: "Huuuuh... Kanda's emotions Road = sweetness. Yeah, that makes PERFECT sense *brick'd and shot* HAhaha, well, we'll see."
---Any opinion? :D---
But anyway, this... this is just sooo....
If I hadn't been eating while reading this, I might've cried. I mean... God, it's so heartbreaking!! TT___TT
Kandaaaaaaaaaaa~!! *huggles Kanda*
I really can't wait for 193. There's one thing that bothers me though. About Marie.
saphira112: "And how is Marie being Marie that we know when actual Marie is inside Kanda, because it's Marie's memories, but Marie is around as Kanda is? SO CONFUUUUUSSSEEED."
a1y_puff: "I don't get it either. Marie was alive and kicking last chapter, right? When he took that needle off of Yuu.... Maybe it's not part of Kanda's memories. Maybe it's Alma's. Maybe Alma was seeing what was happening to Marie out there. Marie had said to Allen that Kanda had saved him ne? Maybe when he was about to be turned into 2nd exorcist, it was when Alma went on a rampage and Yuu had to kill him, saving Marie in the process... I dunno. Maybe we should wait for the next chap. Gah."
---WTF, I'm confuuuuseeeed!! HOSHINO, PLEASE STOP MAKING US POOR READERS CONFUUUUSED~!!!---
Ah, anyway, feel free to share your thoughts with me? Because I'm so goddamn confused!!
Oh yeah, I peeked at
vibrantpupster's journal earlier, and she said this:
"I think that the whole point of making Kanda remember these things is to make Kanda (maybe Alma when he awakens? Idk Dx) become the reincarnation of the "Wrath" Noah?"
So many speculations... I wanna read the next chapters please!!!
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Anyway MEME!! Because
may_unleashed said I should do this too...
1. Write your username.
2. Write your 2 favourite bands/groups of the moment.
3. Write something you ♥ aka lemme see your heart.
4. Write the name of your favourite person of all time.
5. Write the name of your recent favoured person.
6. Tag 6 people to do this meme.
Thus,
isumi_ilde,
sheilaluv,
halfmoon_smile,
demonessryu,
anyajulia and
jayazz, DO IT! XD