Oh, first of all, Happy Chinese New Year for those who celebrate it!
Now, HAPPY VALENTINES to my dearest F-list! And as in my case and probably some of you, HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY! XD *bricked*
Sorry, no fics or arts. Still kinda sick here, and RL is still mean to me >.>;
But anyhoo, since today is Valentine's Day, I decided to express my love to you dearest F-list, who has been with me all these times, whether and bearing with me and the stuff I put in this journal and share their stuff with me too.
WARNING: I'm so going to be sappy today. Just because I feel like it. *bricked*
Dear F-list,
Thank you for friending me.
Thank you for reading my entries, fandom-related or not.
Thank you, especially for those who offered smiles and hugs when I was happy or down and emo-ing.
Thank you for your concern and attention and for all the laugh and joy and squeal we share.
Thanks for having been with me at some point of our LJ life, and especially thanks to those who are STILL with me up until now.
Ai loves you! :D
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Now while I'm at it, I'd like to do the 'Honorable Mentions'. For
tacuma811 and
isumi_ilde, whose birthdays are in this month and whom I promised birthday fics but it seems I won't be able to write anytime soon, I'M SORRY! >.<
But you two are dear to me, so for now just let me tell you how much I love you? :D
I'm not good with poetic words so I won't even attempt to, but I hope they convey what I feel :)
Dear Ann-chan,
You're one of my longest LJ friends. You've been constantly emailing with me since 2007, and you're still here even until now.
We've shared a lot of things, talked about anything and everything from fandom to RL. I randomly ranted to you and you bear with it. You shared your p problems and I'm happy you did. Thank you for everything we've shared so far, and I hope we'll continue to share our joy and sadness :)
For now it's just words and sentences, but I hope one day we can meet for real. May our friendship lasts despite our differences and distance.
It's your birthday in three days, and I'm sorry I have nothing for you yet, but I wish you the best of luck and hope you could achieve what you've been hoping for. Advanced Happy Birthday!
Love,
~Ai~
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Dear Isu,
I know not what to say, but to me, you're really like a sister I never had. (Though if you count stepsisters, then I do have 3, though I barely know them, so XD).
We shared food and ice cream and soda, we squished in a bed and laughed like crazy. We're stalling when it's time to go home when we meet up, even though your mom would probably scold you and I'd probably be late for my ride home.
It was rather endearing to see you sulk when I had a problem and didn't manage to tell you firsthand, or how you don't want me to leave and then feel horrible about it. But honestly, you don't need to, because it made me feel loved.
Oh, and did I tell you that the warm tea you made when I was sneezing like crazy was exactly how I like to drink my tea? :)
If I do, by some miracle, manage to leave, I'm sure I'd miss you a lot; miss those nonsensical phone calls, miss meeting up and teasing the hell out of you and sharing random food and stories and secrets.
And I'm sorry but since the day you asked me if you could call me 'Neesan', I'm afraid now you're stuck with me as your sister for indefinite time limit, because there are people I don't let go.
These are the words that you would never get out of my mouth no matter what; my fingers are just traitorous like that. But do know that I'm happy to have you as a sister, even when we share no blood ties. So thank you for this, for the things I failed to mention, for everything you've given me whether you know it or not.
Happy, happy birthday again, and wish you all the best in life, because you deserve it.
With love,
~Ai~
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Happy Valentines 2010, Dearies~! Luv ya all!
P.S. For those who requested on my VOICE POST MEME, go to my previous entry if you haven't seen it. The results are ready. It's F-locked though ^^;