Some spam and a Poem, LoL

[a1y_puff]

Well, Just rambling around in my own journal..
actually I just wanted to see, they say what I posted here would be shared in my facebook, so I just want to see if it's realy working XD

(a1y, lo gakpenting banget, sumpah...)

And to make it not a mere spam, I'll give a poem here.
the one I've even forgotten I wrote it XD
Kinda psychotic if u asked me, but that time I WAS psychotic (a little XD)

Please comment if you would.. it's written more then a year ago tho...

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Please, Keep It a Secret

Please, keep it a secret
That I always feel lonely
Every time she has to be with him
Alone in a place I could never reach

Please, keep it a secret
That I always feel angry
For all he has done to her
For all the pains he has given to her

Please, keep it a secret
That I feel like going crazy
For I could never do something
To protect her feeling
To lighten up her burden
To cheer up her tired face

Please, keep it a secret
That I realize, even if she smiles so gentle
Deep in her heart there’s a big burden
That she has to carry alone
And the one who gave her the burdens
Doesn’t even realize
Doesn’t even want to know
And just gave her more and more pains

Please, keep it a secret
That I wished to be some kind of a psycho
So I could easily left my senses behind
And grab a knife to stab his heart
So that he would gives her no more pain
Then we can live a happy life after

But please, keep it a secret
Coz I know that won’t make her happy
I’ll just give her even a heavier burden
All I can do is just keep silent
Without even can speak my heart out

So please, keep it a secret
That I wished she never met him
That I wanted him to be vanished
That I desired her to be mine… alone…

April 21, 2006 in Weblogs