I can't cry anymore why?
Yay saturday is here, you know what that means, it's time to clean the house.
I am finished, but then I was asked to clean the front of the house, clean up the leaves and bag them. Which lead into lunch time.
I rang Andrew not long after finishing eating, and so he was free at 5 pm. Like last week I bummed around salisbury until that time. I walked to his house, and sang to myself, since I didn't bring any music along with me. Time went by fairly quickly that way, I enjoyed it.
It was evident that no one else was coming around, so we just watched more GTO, almost finished that now. Afterwords we started having a conversation, about usual life matters. Guess what that made me do *drum roll* start a poem. It's unfinished, so I can't post it, but I will post one I wrote to an LJ friend a while a go.
FRIENDS
I used to be on a mission, that was to meet new people
the way I was wishing, was like putting my feet down a deep hole
many outings from the house, I would turn up empty
and suspicions would arouse, from girls that try to tempt me
I ignore and take nothing from this, in this case stick to myself
I made myself a promise, not to befriend people that need my help
They will need help time and time again, and I will have no rest
cause the relationship is based on their own gain, which is something I detest
after meeting a select few, who like my personality
I stopped and reject the new, who thought I was immersed in tragedy
I wasn't at a loss, cause I started with nothing to lose
there wasn't a cost, and it's not like I had something to prove
It was inevitable feeling, that I would gain friendship without trying
it was like I was stealing, the future and mystery myself,I had been denying
It's not like I would refuse, If I was given the chance
I hate to intrude, on established acquaintances in advance
What will happen, is that i will be treated as a last resort
out of a pack of ten, the other nine I will be passed for
It is surprising, that I have been treated this way for so long
my feelings I am disguising, and I have to beat this to stay strong
I should have given up and stayed smart, I wouldn't have ever gotten hurt
then I could have been in peace from the start, and I wouldn't feel so much like dirt
I know that I am bound to get it right, anytime soon
and a friendship I am vowed to let it light, so that it can really bloom.
One of the most easiest poems I ever wrote, and I did it in 5 mins.
Man did I eat more than I normally do in one day, lets see and I still don't see any change in my body. In the morning for breakfast I had a cup of tea and 3 pieces of toast. For lunch we had Potatoes and Meatballs in a tomato soup with Rice. About 4pm I got myself a foot long Steak Sub from Subway. At Andrew's I had crumbed Chicken fillets with coleslaw and garlic bread.
Oh well sleep time, HOT DAMN
Anth
I am finished, but then I was asked to clean the front of the house, clean up the leaves and bag them. Which lead into lunch time.
I rang Andrew not long after finishing eating, and so he was free at 5 pm. Like last week I bummed around salisbury until that time. I walked to his house, and sang to myself, since I didn't bring any music along with me. Time went by fairly quickly that way, I enjoyed it.
It was evident that no one else was coming around, so we just watched more GTO, almost finished that now. Afterwords we started having a conversation, about usual life matters. Guess what that made me do *drum roll* start a poem. It's unfinished, so I can't post it, but I will post one I wrote to an LJ friend a while a go.
FRIENDS
I used to be on a mission, that was to meet new people
the way I was wishing, was like putting my feet down a deep hole
many outings from the house, I would turn up empty
and suspicions would arouse, from girls that try to tempt me
I ignore and take nothing from this, in this case stick to myself
I made myself a promise, not to befriend people that need my help
They will need help time and time again, and I will have no rest
cause the relationship is based on their own gain, which is something I detest
after meeting a select few, who like my personality
I stopped and reject the new, who thought I was immersed in tragedy
I wasn't at a loss, cause I started with nothing to lose
there wasn't a cost, and it's not like I had something to prove
It was inevitable feeling, that I would gain friendship without trying
it was like I was stealing, the future and mystery myself,I had been denying
It's not like I would refuse, If I was given the chance
I hate to intrude, on established acquaintances in advance
What will happen, is that i will be treated as a last resort
out of a pack of ten, the other nine I will be passed for
It is surprising, that I have been treated this way for so long
my feelings I am disguising, and I have to beat this to stay strong
I should have given up and stayed smart, I wouldn't have ever gotten hurt
then I could have been in peace from the start, and I wouldn't feel so much like dirt
I know that I am bound to get it right, anytime soon
and a friendship I am vowed to let it light, so that it can really bloom.
One of the most easiest poems I ever wrote, and I did it in 5 mins.
Man did I eat more than I normally do in one day, lets see and I still don't see any change in my body. In the morning for breakfast I had a cup of tea and 3 pieces of toast. For lunch we had Potatoes and Meatballs in a tomato soup with Rice. About 4pm I got myself a foot long Steak Sub from Subway. At Andrew's I had crumbed Chicken fillets with coleslaw and garlic bread.
Oh well sleep time, HOT DAMN
Anth