my weird dreams
i had a really weird nightmare last night. not that scary, just disturbing. i had a dream where i was in someone elses body looking up at a wood ceiling but it had corpes pouring out of the holes. but these corpses were torn and mauled so bad they weren't recongnizable. they looked burn and they just seemed like mounds of flesh and bones. they were crumping together and bubbling and moving. there was a large blue face in it. it looked like a skull but with blueish wax dripping all over its face. it didn't have any eyes. and it was eating people and taking the flesh of its victims and forming it into a body for itself. the flesh that it ingested looked orangish red like it was somewhat cooked or burnt. and i remember the face laughed and ripped off the head of a man with a big blue claw it had. i looked down and saw the mans body on the foor with blood streaming all over, i could also see where his spinal cord was. blood was dripping down from the ceiling everywhere. and i was the only one left alive and the face was talking to me. i was stammering and trying not to run because i know i would die so i tried to talk back as well as i could hoping that something i could say would make a difference. and it asked me the strangest questions that i don't remember. i just remember it asking me "why?" and "how does that feel?" and then i do believe it killed me.
i had another where there were two brothers. i wasn't in anyone elses body in this one, just watching from above like i was watching a movie of sorts. and i saw one of the brothers walk into a room and see his brother body being...well idk how to describe it. the bottom half of his body was intact and his body was floating in the air. however his upper body split from the lower into his skelleton and his flesh. idk what was doing it to him but it was odd. and the flesh was weird, like it had white scabs all over it and some pink spot. i could see the flesh moving and molding like it was clay. and the thing that was doing it to it told the man that his children were the chosen ones so the creature had to make sure he bore children so he took the body of his brother and remolded the flesh to make a suitable women. but when it was done and the flesh was finally refitted to the skelleton it looked alien to me. the eyes were 3 times too big and snuck out more then its cheeks. its eyes were huge and calculating and looked like glass. and it was naked but showed no signs of being female it was pure white and bald. i think that was the end of that one.
there was one more where i was a male photographer who was obsessed with this former child star. but this child star turned into a psycotic serial killer. and was killing people by the hundreds/thousands. and i stalked him and found his clues to where he would kill next and i would show up and video tape all his killings. i remember running through his door that had 4 seconds till it locked and i opened it just in time. i walked inside of the room and it had very high ceilings and it had pinball machines and alot of those games they have at chucky cheese/rollar rinks. it was kind of like an electronic medway. and i saw him behind a clown cannon and he had a machine gun inside of it. he wasn't there when i got in. so i hid. but then the millitary showed up and they hid beside me, there were alot of them. but the man just kepy shooting them with his machine gun and laughing. i taped a lot of it. and then finally after the man had killed nearly fifty people they caught him. and i hid. the cops found me and wanted to use my fotage for court to put the man away but i didn't want to, obviously i couldn't say no. i was walking with the police officer and i saw the man who killed everyone walking about 10 feet in front of me. he had blonde hair and very beautiful blue eyes. he looked like an angel but there was a sadness to him and he held his head down. and he turned his head to look at me. and he smiled, very sadly. i do believe this photographer who i was in this dream was in love with this man, and felt horrible that his own obsession with him with his videos he had to give to the police. like a lot of former child stars i'm positive this man had gotten screwed up some how, maybe he went mad, or something. he played the classic cute, angelic child in some show from what i can inferr. he looked like the grown up version of the kid who was in home alone. and though these dreams disturb me. they also intrige me. why does it seem like i always dream of things that seem to be too big for my own comprehension. i always feel that way. like i am stuck in this shell, i'm trapped and i can't be who i really am meant to be in this useless body. its frustrating. i think i might turn these stories into a comic series maybe. i'd like any feedback frok anyone
i had another where there were two brothers. i wasn't in anyone elses body in this one, just watching from above like i was watching a movie of sorts. and i saw one of the brothers walk into a room and see his brother body being...well idk how to describe it. the bottom half of his body was intact and his body was floating in the air. however his upper body split from the lower into his skelleton and his flesh. idk what was doing it to him but it was odd. and the flesh was weird, like it had white scabs all over it and some pink spot. i could see the flesh moving and molding like it was clay. and the thing that was doing it to it told the man that his children were the chosen ones so the creature had to make sure he bore children so he took the body of his brother and remolded the flesh to make a suitable women. but when it was done and the flesh was finally refitted to the skelleton it looked alien to me. the eyes were 3 times too big and snuck out more then its cheeks. its eyes were huge and calculating and looked like glass. and it was naked but showed no signs of being female it was pure white and bald. i think that was the end of that one.
there was one more where i was a male photographer who was obsessed with this former child star. but this child star turned into a psycotic serial killer. and was killing people by the hundreds/thousands. and i stalked him and found his clues to where he would kill next and i would show up and video tape all his killings. i remember running through his door that had 4 seconds till it locked and i opened it just in time. i walked inside of the room and it had very high ceilings and it had pinball machines and alot of those games they have at chucky cheese/rollar rinks. it was kind of like an electronic medway. and i saw him behind a clown cannon and he had a machine gun inside of it. he wasn't there when i got in. so i hid. but then the millitary showed up and they hid beside me, there were alot of them. but the man just kepy shooting them with his machine gun and laughing. i taped a lot of it. and then finally after the man had killed nearly fifty people they caught him. and i hid. the cops found me and wanted to use my fotage for court to put the man away but i didn't want to, obviously i couldn't say no. i was walking with the police officer and i saw the man who killed everyone walking about 10 feet in front of me. he had blonde hair and very beautiful blue eyes. he looked like an angel but there was a sadness to him and he held his head down. and he turned his head to look at me. and he smiled, very sadly. i do believe this photographer who i was in this dream was in love with this man, and felt horrible that his own obsession with him with his videos he had to give to the police. like a lot of former child stars i'm positive this man had gotten screwed up some how, maybe he went mad, or something. he played the classic cute, angelic child in some show from what i can inferr. he looked like the grown up version of the kid who was in home alone. and though these dreams disturb me. they also intrige me. why does it seem like i always dream of things that seem to be too big for my own comprehension. i always feel that way. like i am stuck in this shell, i'm trapped and i can't be who i really am meant to be in this useless body. its frustrating. i think i might turn these stories into a comic series maybe. i'd like any feedback frok anyone