Jul 07, 2005 01:38
Yeah, no one updates these things anymore. I'll do it, but it won't be filled with any real news.
I haven't been doing anything for the past couple of days. Mainly just wallowing. I will probably continue to wallow for awhile. I've just been sad.
I hate being here. I feel like everyone has someone except for me. I mean, I have my friends and stuff, but it seems like I'm always second choice. Maybe third or fourth in some cases. People just don't prefer me over others, I guess.
I want to leave though. I want the fall to come. I hate this place.
That's all.
-Amanda