Nothing and everything

[a1950stvfamily]

I dont know what to write...
So i think I wont say anything at all,
Not that I am mad,
Not that I want to kill myself,
Just nothing...
Pure silence.

Im not going to tell you what is going on inside my head,
Not that I am tierd of taking care of you,
That I hate my life and everything you do,
Im just going to sit here and say not one word to you!

There's nothing on this paper,
Theres no freaking point to reading this,
In fact you are just sitting right now and reading nothing,
These words are empty.

Dont you see the black page on the screen?
I can see you staring at the nothing that is me,
This doesnt exsist its all in your head.

You must be going crazy,
Making up things that i "wrote"
Saying you think i am suicidal and that your "worried"
I dont know what the fuck you are looking at!!

I didnt say anything yet,
I havent typed one fucking word,
Stop talking to me like you know me,
Like you give a shit what happens to me.

I hate you!!!
FUCK YOU!!!!

I'm done talking to you,
done saything nothing,
so stop pretending to see things you dont.

I told you I wasnt going to say anything...