Spit
I feel the pain start in my head
the tears start to role down
Your spit is still on my face
God how can I hate you so much!
The pain in my arms are killing me
your hands cutting off all my blood
I kick you
try and push you but your weight is just to much.
Your face is bright red
I cant see out of my eyes
everything is just a blurr
I want to crawl up and die.
I hate my life,
I hate that I care,
care about you.
You make me sick,
I wish I never cared
Wish I was with someone else
Oh what I would give to crawl back into those arms
Those that loved me dear,
that held me when i was cold
that never striked me
never hurt me not even once.
I messed it all up I know
I know I ruined
but only because I was scared.
I hate this game
this game of love and loss
or pain and pleasure
this game I realy suck at.
the tears start to role down
Your spit is still on my face
God how can I hate you so much!
The pain in my arms are killing me
your hands cutting off all my blood
I kick you
try and push you but your weight is just to much.
Your face is bright red
I cant see out of my eyes
everything is just a blurr
I want to crawl up and die.
I hate my life,
I hate that I care,
care about you.
You make me sick,
I wish I never cared
Wish I was with someone else
Oh what I would give to crawl back into those arms
Those that loved me dear,
that held me when i was cold
that never striked me
never hurt me not even once.
I messed it all up I know
I know I ruined
but only because I was scared.
I hate this game
this game of love and loss
or pain and pleasure
this game I realy suck at.