It's Life.
Wow, my life is so crazy but at the same time, I dunno...not?..I'm not sure. I dont know what I want anymore...I dont knw if I want to just leave everything right now and just...be...me and lauryn could so pull it off, and it would be fun, but I also want my life too. I just, miss kenny so much, all the time. and when school starts I will just have to miss him even more. he is taking 16 hours this semester and he will still be working 40 hrs a week. ::sighs:: I dont know if I am going to make it. Kenny turned down the job of makign 40K. he decided that he really wanted to go to school RIGHT now and he wants to just learn, and if we have to struggle to do it then so be it. oh well. lol, I was excited about it but i COMPLETELY see his point. He has been reading constantly lately, which means I really get to spend time with him even less and it makes me a lil jealous but it also makes me happy seeing him want to better himself. He read The Elegant Universe and like 5 other physics books, thats what he is majoring in he decided, he wants to do research. He's so wonderful. Sometimes he just makes me feel dumb tho! lol I am jumping straight into calculus 210 in the fall and I am really nervous that I cant do it. but I;m sure i'll get through...I dont hvae to make an A right? lol anyway, I am going to go get in bed and finish my book. I sweepy. :) goodnight ya'll
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