Sleepy...
Hmmm...So it's Monday again...no steak! poo-poo...maybe tomorrow. :( Rattlesnake Rodeo this past weekend, twas fun, Ken was in a rotten mood most of the time, but he appologized because he realized he was being in a rotten mood, then we lost him and we walked home and I was worried and scared but I knew he could take care of himself, so I figured he walked home, and so we picked him up about 2 blocks from the house. He was mad but I was upset still, just becuase I had all that adrenline running through me, you know, so I yelled a bit, and just went inside and didnt speak to him for a while, but then he cooked me dinner, and we played video games and I calmed down...I just, hmm, I didnt feel in control, and that scares me at times. I love that I can talk to him, tell him how i am feelings, tell him what i want, need, and not feel guilty about it. Momma was saying today how she doesn't want to ask david (her current bf) for anything because she felt guilty because he doesn't volunteer. Kenny agreed when I said that you gotta be able to tell them what you want, and you cant feel bad for wanting him to do something for you, thats how relationships work, even if they were 'just friends'...blah. I heart Ken, lots and lots, and I think it makes me love him even more knowing that he loves me so much. Even my Boa always says stuff about how good he is to me, and shes just a man hater! hehe. I'm so happy that everyone loves him as much as I do. :) Gabby drew him a picture of a train with him on it and it says 'Choo Choo Bye Bye Bro (Kinny)' :) its so cute..and when I asked her about mine she said 'oh uuhhhh I forgot, hold on' and scribled on a piece of paper 'bye bye sis (cat)'. lol. It was cute. she had a tee ball game tonight and I didnt get to go, poo. I will be there on Thursday. I love her. She is coming to stay with us during the summer and I cant wait. Hopefully we will have lots of fun! :)...poo, my tum tum hurts becuase I havent had anything to eat today because I thought we were going to eat steak!! grr. I'm sleepy and wanna go home, it's past my time, it's just still dark outside and I am WAAYYYY too scared to go out there by myself. Other people are starting to get here so maybe I go soon. We took Big E to the vet today because he got worse...okay, the vet came in, 2 inches inside the door, Bigs was laying on the floor..first thing he said is we need to xray his foot. BLAH. WHAT EVER. asked hoe much it would cost..300..I said what if it was broken, what would you do, and what if we didnt want to do that, is there anything else, he said we need to put him on something like advil and Kenny said he wanted to do that and watch it for a couple of days. so we agreed, he got us the medicine, Ken went and put the dog in the car and I went to pay...after I paid I got the reciept saying what everything cost, it was 13.50 for office visit, 17.00 for 'comprehensive physical examination', and like 17.00 for the medicine. I walked outside for a moment just to ask Ken if I could dispute that just to make sure I wouldnt embarass him (i sometimes get a little out of hand and I realize this,lol, cant help it) so I went back in, asked the secratary to credit my card for the 'physical examination' becuase he didnt do CRAPOLA, she said she would have to go ask the vet, she did, he said no, so I asked to see him, he came out there, rude as hell (the secratary was real nice) and tried to tell me that he played with his foot, moved it around, squeezed it, and therefore he 'examined' it. PUH-LLLEEAASSEEE, like I wasnt there!!! so I said straight up 'no you did not' and then he tried to tell me that he GOT ON THE FLOOR WITH THE DOG! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA...and I really did almost laugh becuase he did not get NEAR Bigs. so i said no you didnt, i said I wouldnt mind him charging me if he actually wanted to examine the dog but since he didnt i do not feel like i should be charged for it, adn then he got spittin mad adn said 'well just give me back the pills and we'll be done with it' so i said ooooooooKAY (this is what i REAALLLYY wanted) lol. so I gave him back his fucking 17.00 advil and she credited my card 50.00 and I was on my merry ol way. :) so when we got home we gave him some 3.00 advil adn wrapped his foot up adn let him stay inside on the bed all afternoon. adn he is feeling so much better! he was running around and lickin us, he was even SMILING!!! yeah!!! :) I was so happy...yep...thats it..I'm going home. MMUUUAAHhh