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I dont know what to say, I get angry and want to respond to some people's comments but I know it is not my business to do so, lol, they would just say 'Well who the fuck are you?!' lol. I'm not a huge fan of this mch drama, because people start saying stuff that they dont really mean but they cant take it back in the end, it's best to just not say anything, IMO.
I don't know why I read or write in this thing, I've always disliked it, but I really wanted to keep in touch with people, or at least thought I did...not so sure anymore.
It used to kill me thinking about losing everyone who has changed my life so greatly. My 'best friends'...but not anymore, I feel hardened. I used to feel like I had the weight of the world on my shoulders...You get tired of that. You get tired of being nice all the time. It's easier to not care. Other people don't remember/care about me, so why should I worry so much about how they feel? My momma said I was cruel the other day, but I'm not being stepped all over, and I don't cry because my feelings are hurt by stupid people with stupid comments.
grr
thats it...I go buy shoes now
I don't know why I read or write in this thing, I've always disliked it, but I really wanted to keep in touch with people, or at least thought I did...not so sure anymore.
It used to kill me thinking about losing everyone who has changed my life so greatly. My 'best friends'...but not anymore, I feel hardened. I used to feel like I had the weight of the world on my shoulders...You get tired of that. You get tired of being nice all the time. It's easier to not care. Other people don't remember/care about me, so why should I worry so much about how they feel? My momma said I was cruel the other day, but I'm not being stepped all over, and I don't cry because my feelings are hurt by stupid people with stupid comments.
grr
thats it...I go buy shoes now