You Hurting Yourself, Lee Sungmin [Chapter 3]
IU’s POV
“Ji Eun-ah, I’ll go to Seoul tomorrow.” Wooyoung said, he stared at me with sad face.
“How long will you stay in Seoul?” I asked. I’m sad too knowing he’ll be leaving me alone in here. But I can’t be selfish. ”1 month.” He said. “Sorry for leaving you so long, Ji Eun-ah.”
“I’m okay, Wooyoung-ah. Just go and back here again.” I smiled and hugged him tight.
***
Author’s POV
“Sungmin, have you heard about the transfer student? He came from New York and he’s so hot.” Luna said enthuastically. Sungmin was enjoying her lunch when suddenly Luna came and disturbed her time.
“I’m not interested with that new transfer student, Luna. You can flirt with him without me.” Sungmin said lazily, she then continue to eat her food.
“You’re no fun, Ming. You should meet him first, come on.” Luna suddenly dragged Sungmin along with her to see the new transfer student. “Shit, Luna .. I haven’t finish my lunch.” Sungmin protested.
“You can eat your lunch later at …” Before Luna finished her words, she bumped into someone and fell. “Luna, are you okay?” Sungmin bend down and helped Luna to stand up.
“Ah, I’m sorry. I’m not watching my step. Are you okay?” Said the guy. Luna speechless when she looked at the guy. “Oh my god. How can I’m being so stupid and bumped into the new transfer student? Hell I’m so stupid.” Luna thought. “I-I-I … I’m okay.”
“Wooyoung?” The guy moved his gaze and smiled when see Sungmin. “Sungmin-ah?” He suddenly hugged Sungmin and jumped like a child. Luna being a doumbfounded one just stared to Sungmin with shock.
“Sungmin-ah, I’m so happy to see you again.” He then released Sungmin from his embrace and smiled again. “How are you? I miss you so much, Sungmin-ah.”
“I’m fine, Wooyoung. What are you doing here?” Sungmin asked with curiousty.
“I came with JYP uncle, he has some business in here. He asked me to come with him and transferred to here.”
“How about Ji Eun?”
“Ehem … sorry for interrupting.” Luna broke the conversation between Sungmin and Wooyoung. She felt jealous because the new transfer student is Ming’s friends and he kinda really close with Ming. “Can you please introduce me to your friend, Ming?” Luna asked and smile shyly.
“Ah … yes I forget. Wooyoung this is Luna and Luna this is Woooyoung.” Sungmin said. Wooyoung then shaked Luna’s hand and smiled. “I’m Jang Wooyoung. Nice to meet you.”
“Nice to meet you too, Wooyoung-ssi.” Luna then removed her gaze to Sungmin and gave her a ‘you should explain this to me’ look.
“Wooyoung, I need to go back to class now with Luna. I’ll see you later okay?” Sungmin bid goodbye and dragged Luna to their class.
Once they arrived at class and sat in their seat, Sungmin explained everything about her friendship with Wooyoung and told Luna about Ji Eun.
***
“Hello.”
“Hello, Wooyoung-ah. This is Sungmin, I need your help.”
“Ah, Sungmin … What can I do for you?”
“Ehm … this is about my performance next week. Do you want to be my dance partner? Please?”
“Okay, no problem. But why don’t you ask Eunhyuk or Donghae for helping you Ming? Is this because Kyuhyun again?”
“N-n-no, this isn’t about Kyuhyun.”
“You’re bad at lying, Sungmin. I know the reason is Kyuhyun.”
“Wooyoung-ah … I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay Sungmin-ah, I know you’re still doubting Kyuhyun’s feeling for you. Ah ... by the way Ming, when will we practicing?”
“We can start tomorrow after school end. Thank you once again Wooyoung-ah.”
“You’re welcome, Ming. I’m happy for helping you.”
With that Sungmin disconnects her call with Wooyoung and lie down her body on bed. She covered her eyes with one of her hands and start crying.
***
The practice went well, everyday Sungmin and Wooyoung practiced together. Sometimes, they practiced in Sungmin’s house or in Wooyoung’s uncle studio. The show time is came, everyone gathered in SM Hall to watch the show. When Sungmin’s name called by MC, everyone clapped their hands. The light is turned off, when the music start, a spotlight revealed Wooyoung in black sleeveless shirt dancing in the corner of stage.
Kyuhyun’s POV
When Sungmin’s name called by MC I got hyped. I changed my sitting position to have a better view to the stage. The light is turned off and the music is start. Then a spotlight revealing that new transfer student. “What the fuck, what are that Wooyoung guy doing in stage?” I cursed under my breath.
Suddenly, another spotlight revealing Sungmin in short and a white t-shirt. Damn, she looked so fucking gorgeous. But when the music came to reff, Sungmin danced with Wooyoung and move their hips together in a very sexy way. Sungmin danced in the front while Wooyoung in her back, then he placed his hand in Sungmin waist and Sungmin placed her hand in Wooyoung head. She smirked when Wooyoung started to move his hand to her thighs and caressed it slowly.
I clenched my fist to hold back my anger. A minutes later, the music stopped and everyone clapped their hands. Sungmin and Wooyoung bowed their heads while holding hand. I can’t take it anymore, I walked out from the Hall right after Sungmin and Wooyoung left the stage.
I walked to the backstage and saw Sungmin and Wooyoung were talking at the side of automatic drink machine. I hide behind the wall and eavesdropping their conversation.
“Wooyoung-ah, thank you for helping me today.” Sungmin looked so tired, her face is pale and somehow I can sensed that she bothered by something.
“It’s okay, Ming. I’m glad I can help you. So … you get what you want?”
“I don’t know. I feel like I’m cheated behind him. Though I’m not his girlfriend, but it’s hurt to see him like that just now. I know he’s angry, I know he’s jealous, but somehow I want to test how far he loves me.”
“Wait, what? Sungmin tried to test how far I love her? Is she kidding me?”
“Sungmin-ah, you know … you just hurting yourself by doing this thing. Why you couldn’t believe at Kyuhyun? He loves you so much, I can see how angry is he when watching your performance just now.”
I can’t held my anger any longer again and just walked to parking area. I hitted the steering wheel and layed my head on it. “Lee Sungmin … why are you doing this to us?” I mumbled and let a tears fell out.
I wiped my tears and started the car machine. I drove my car toward Sungmin’s house, 15 minutes later I reached her house and parked the car beside it. I pushed the intercome and greeted by her mom.
“Hello, auntie.” I greeted her and smile.
“Ah … Kyuhyun-ah, come in.” She greeted back and smile. I then walked toward the front door and welcomed by her. I sat on living room while auntie went to kitchen to make me some tea. “What brings you here, Kyuhyun-ah?” She asked. She put the tea cup and sat beside me.
“I just like to visit you, auntie. Is that wrong?” I lied. I came here because I feel so depressed and angry. I just want to spend my time in Sungmin’s room before she came back from SM.
“Don’t lie to me, Kyu baby. I can see the reason you come here by your face.” She caressed my face and smile. “Now, go to Sungmin’s room and rest there. I’ll be on the kitchen if you need me, okay?”
I hugged her and smile. “Thank you, auntie. I love you so much.” She then hugged me back and patted my head. “I love you too, Kyu baby.”
I went upstair and walked toward Min’s room that placed between Hyukjae and Donghae’s room. I opened the door and smiled at the sight. I then lie down my body in her bed. I hugged one of her plushie and drifted to dream land.
Sungmin’s POV
“I’m home ~~~”
“Welcome home, young lady.” One of my maid greeted me.
“Where’s mom? Is EunHae already home?” Yes, I used to called my brothers by EunHae because they’re sometime acted like couple and people called them by EunHae.
“Mrs. Lee is out, she told me that she has an appointment. Young masters haven’t come home yet.” She explained.
“I see. I’m going to my room now.” I went upstair lazily and opened my door. I shocked at the sight of sleeping Kyuhyun on my bed after I closed the door.
“What the hell is he doing in my room?” I said softly tried to not wake him up. I walked to the bed and sat beside his sleeping figure. I loved his angelic face when sleep, he was so relax in his sleep. I kept watching him sleep when suddenly he said, “Like what you see?”
I blushed slightly and turned my gaze away from him. “S-since when you woke up?”
“10 minutes ago maybe.” He said calmly. I can sensed that he got up and made my bed moved. I gasped at the sudden back hug from him. He wrapped his hand on my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder. His hot breath ghosted my neck and made me shivered.
“W-what are you doing, Kyu?” I tried to not moan when he kissed my neck. “I give you a punishment.” He said.
I reflex tilted my head and moaned when he sucked my neck. “K-k-kyu, s-stop it please.” I tried to remove his hand from my waist but he tighten his grip. The next thing I know, I already lie down on my bed and Kyuhyun kissed me hungrily.
I tried to stop him by hitting his chest, “S-stop … it … K-Kyu.” I said between the kiss. He then stopped and stared me. Somehow I felt scared when looked into his eyes. “K-kyu … what’s … what’s wrong with you?”
“You know I love you so much, Min. But why are you doing this to me? You know that I suffered a lot when you went to New York for 3 years. At the first month after you left, I once tried to killed my self because I lost you. You’re the reason I lived in this world, Sungmin.” I started to cry. I can’t believe that Kyuhyun tried to kill himself.
“S-Stop it, Kyu. Please, I don’t want to hear that again.” I tried to escape from his hand that trapped me under his body. “No, I won’t stop Ming. You know the time when I heard your name in SM Hall? My heart is like want to explode because finally I can meet you again after 3 years.” He then put his right hands on my cheek and wiped my tears with his thumb.
“I love you, Lee Sungmin.” He kissed me, with a very gentle way. I clutched to his shirt and respond back his kiss.
“I love you too, Kyu. I love you so much.”
“Ji Eun-ah, I’ll go to Seoul tomorrow.” Wooyoung said, he stared at me with sad face.
“How long will you stay in Seoul?” I asked. I’m sad too knowing he’ll be leaving me alone in here. But I can’t be selfish. ”1 month.” He said. “Sorry for leaving you so long, Ji Eun-ah.”
“I’m okay, Wooyoung-ah. Just go and back here again.” I smiled and hugged him tight.
***
Author’s POV
“Sungmin, have you heard about the transfer student? He came from New York and he’s so hot.” Luna said enthuastically. Sungmin was enjoying her lunch when suddenly Luna came and disturbed her time.
“I’m not interested with that new transfer student, Luna. You can flirt with him without me.” Sungmin said lazily, she then continue to eat her food.
“You’re no fun, Ming. You should meet him first, come on.” Luna suddenly dragged Sungmin along with her to see the new transfer student. “Shit, Luna .. I haven’t finish my lunch.” Sungmin protested.
“You can eat your lunch later at …” Before Luna finished her words, she bumped into someone and fell. “Luna, are you okay?” Sungmin bend down and helped Luna to stand up.
“Ah, I’m sorry. I’m not watching my step. Are you okay?” Said the guy. Luna speechless when she looked at the guy. “Oh my god. How can I’m being so stupid and bumped into the new transfer student? Hell I’m so stupid.” Luna thought. “I-I-I … I’m okay.”
“Wooyoung?” The guy moved his gaze and smiled when see Sungmin. “Sungmin-ah?” He suddenly hugged Sungmin and jumped like a child. Luna being a doumbfounded one just stared to Sungmin with shock.
“Sungmin-ah, I’m so happy to see you again.” He then released Sungmin from his embrace and smiled again. “How are you? I miss you so much, Sungmin-ah.”
“I’m fine, Wooyoung. What are you doing here?” Sungmin asked with curiousty.
“I came with JYP uncle, he has some business in here. He asked me to come with him and transferred to here.”
“How about Ji Eun?”
“Ehem … sorry for interrupting.” Luna broke the conversation between Sungmin and Wooyoung. She felt jealous because the new transfer student is Ming’s friends and he kinda really close with Ming. “Can you please introduce me to your friend, Ming?” Luna asked and smile shyly.
“Ah … yes I forget. Wooyoung this is Luna and Luna this is Woooyoung.” Sungmin said. Wooyoung then shaked Luna’s hand and smiled. “I’m Jang Wooyoung. Nice to meet you.”
“Nice to meet you too, Wooyoung-ssi.” Luna then removed her gaze to Sungmin and gave her a ‘you should explain this to me’ look.
“Wooyoung, I need to go back to class now with Luna. I’ll see you later okay?” Sungmin bid goodbye and dragged Luna to their class.
Once they arrived at class and sat in their seat, Sungmin explained everything about her friendship with Wooyoung and told Luna about Ji Eun.
***
“Hello.”
“Hello, Wooyoung-ah. This is Sungmin, I need your help.”
“Ah, Sungmin … What can I do for you?”
“Ehm … this is about my performance next week. Do you want to be my dance partner? Please?”
“Okay, no problem. But why don’t you ask Eunhyuk or Donghae for helping you Ming? Is this because Kyuhyun again?”
“N-n-no, this isn’t about Kyuhyun.”
“You’re bad at lying, Sungmin. I know the reason is Kyuhyun.”
“Wooyoung-ah … I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay Sungmin-ah, I know you’re still doubting Kyuhyun’s feeling for you. Ah ... by the way Ming, when will we practicing?”
“We can start tomorrow after school end. Thank you once again Wooyoung-ah.”
“You’re welcome, Ming. I’m happy for helping you.”
With that Sungmin disconnects her call with Wooyoung and lie down her body on bed. She covered her eyes with one of her hands and start crying.
***
The practice went well, everyday Sungmin and Wooyoung practiced together. Sometimes, they practiced in Sungmin’s house or in Wooyoung’s uncle studio. The show time is came, everyone gathered in SM Hall to watch the show. When Sungmin’s name called by MC, everyone clapped their hands. The light is turned off, when the music start, a spotlight revealed Wooyoung in black sleeveless shirt dancing in the corner of stage.
Kyuhyun’s POV
When Sungmin’s name called by MC I got hyped. I changed my sitting position to have a better view to the stage. The light is turned off and the music is start. Then a spotlight revealing that new transfer student. “What the fuck, what are that Wooyoung guy doing in stage?” I cursed under my breath.
Suddenly, another spotlight revealing Sungmin in short and a white t-shirt. Damn, she looked so fucking gorgeous. But when the music came to reff, Sungmin danced with Wooyoung and move their hips together in a very sexy way. Sungmin danced in the front while Wooyoung in her back, then he placed his hand in Sungmin waist and Sungmin placed her hand in Wooyoung head. She smirked when Wooyoung started to move his hand to her thighs and caressed it slowly.
I clenched my fist to hold back my anger. A minutes later, the music stopped and everyone clapped their hands. Sungmin and Wooyoung bowed their heads while holding hand. I can’t take it anymore, I walked out from the Hall right after Sungmin and Wooyoung left the stage.
I walked to the backstage and saw Sungmin and Wooyoung were talking at the side of automatic drink machine. I hide behind the wall and eavesdropping their conversation.
“Wooyoung-ah, thank you for helping me today.” Sungmin looked so tired, her face is pale and somehow I can sensed that she bothered by something.
“It’s okay, Ming. I’m glad I can help you. So … you get what you want?”
“I don’t know. I feel like I’m cheated behind him. Though I’m not his girlfriend, but it’s hurt to see him like that just now. I know he’s angry, I know he’s jealous, but somehow I want to test how far he loves me.”
“Wait, what? Sungmin tried to test how far I love her? Is she kidding me?”
“Sungmin-ah, you know … you just hurting yourself by doing this thing. Why you couldn’t believe at Kyuhyun? He loves you so much, I can see how angry is he when watching your performance just now.”
I can’t held my anger any longer again and just walked to parking area. I hitted the steering wheel and layed my head on it. “Lee Sungmin … why are you doing this to us?” I mumbled and let a tears fell out.
I wiped my tears and started the car machine. I drove my car toward Sungmin’s house, 15 minutes later I reached her house and parked the car beside it. I pushed the intercome and greeted by her mom.
“Hello, auntie.” I greeted her and smile.
“Ah … Kyuhyun-ah, come in.” She greeted back and smile. I then walked toward the front door and welcomed by her. I sat on living room while auntie went to kitchen to make me some tea. “What brings you here, Kyuhyun-ah?” She asked. She put the tea cup and sat beside me.
“I just like to visit you, auntie. Is that wrong?” I lied. I came here because I feel so depressed and angry. I just want to spend my time in Sungmin’s room before she came back from SM.
“Don’t lie to me, Kyu baby. I can see the reason you come here by your face.” She caressed my face and smile. “Now, go to Sungmin’s room and rest there. I’ll be on the kitchen if you need me, okay?”
I hugged her and smile. “Thank you, auntie. I love you so much.” She then hugged me back and patted my head. “I love you too, Kyu baby.”
I went upstair and walked toward Min’s room that placed between Hyukjae and Donghae’s room. I opened the door and smiled at the sight. I then lie down my body in her bed. I hugged one of her plushie and drifted to dream land.
Sungmin’s POV
“I’m home ~~~”
“Welcome home, young lady.” One of my maid greeted me.
“Where’s mom? Is EunHae already home?” Yes, I used to called my brothers by EunHae because they’re sometime acted like couple and people called them by EunHae.
“Mrs. Lee is out, she told me that she has an appointment. Young masters haven’t come home yet.” She explained.
“I see. I’m going to my room now.” I went upstair lazily and opened my door. I shocked at the sight of sleeping Kyuhyun on my bed after I closed the door.
“What the hell is he doing in my room?” I said softly tried to not wake him up. I walked to the bed and sat beside his sleeping figure. I loved his angelic face when sleep, he was so relax in his sleep. I kept watching him sleep when suddenly he said, “Like what you see?”
I blushed slightly and turned my gaze away from him. “S-since when you woke up?”
“10 minutes ago maybe.” He said calmly. I can sensed that he got up and made my bed moved. I gasped at the sudden back hug from him. He wrapped his hand on my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder. His hot breath ghosted my neck and made me shivered.
“W-what are you doing, Kyu?” I tried to not moan when he kissed my neck. “I give you a punishment.” He said.
I reflex tilted my head and moaned when he sucked my neck. “K-k-kyu, s-stop it please.” I tried to remove his hand from my waist but he tighten his grip. The next thing I know, I already lie down on my bed and Kyuhyun kissed me hungrily.
I tried to stop him by hitting his chest, “S-stop … it … K-Kyu.” I said between the kiss. He then stopped and stared me. Somehow I felt scared when looked into his eyes. “K-kyu … what’s … what’s wrong with you?”
“You know I love you so much, Min. But why are you doing this to me? You know that I suffered a lot when you went to New York for 3 years. At the first month after you left, I once tried to killed my self because I lost you. You’re the reason I lived in this world, Sungmin.” I started to cry. I can’t believe that Kyuhyun tried to kill himself.
“S-Stop it, Kyu. Please, I don’t want to hear that again.” I tried to escape from his hand that trapped me under his body. “No, I won’t stop Ming. You know the time when I heard your name in SM Hall? My heart is like want to explode because finally I can meet you again after 3 years.” He then put his right hands on my cheek and wiped my tears with his thumb.
“I love you, Lee Sungmin.” He kissed me, with a very gentle way. I clutched to his shirt and respond back his kiss.
“I love you too, Kyu. I love you so much.”