I know you tried to rescue me... [i] didn't let anyone in.
i don't have anything to say about recent events except for that song-- "And All That Could Have Been" by Nine Inch Nails. i posted the lyrics in the last entry.
um. yeah. yesterday i got my hair cut. some more layers and it's a lot shorter. and it's straight. like flat-straight. (yes!) haha. i feel some-what okay looking. yay semi-confidence! haha.
yesterday was my mom and dad's anniversary. 19 years married. but they've been together for 25 years. i love them. and i admire that they're still together. i'm so lucky when it comes to family. because i've got a great one.
Mom wants Nanner and I to go riding with her today. i haven't ridden in sooooooo long. but i owe her this, and it will be fun. i miss my horsies.
then later tonight we're going to Media Play (as far as i know) and Cody is going to attend.
the break is going by too fast! it's lame. but... i'm going to Six Flags on Friday. yes!
---EDIT---
sooo... i went riding. and it was fun. my mom... is so awesome! i love her. she was talking about all the nice things Dad did for their anniversary. and she was like "i've been with him longer than i haven't been" and she was like... "i don't feel this old. i see all these people my age. and i'm not like them. i'm not sophisticated or mature. i wear jeans. they don't" and being all funny about it. so i was like "well... how old do you feel?" and she says like kind of whiney: "...26" hahaha! i love her.
then she was talking about one of our horses, Lily, and was like "whenever i look at Lily i'm like 'why doesn't she have arms?!' and i think it's so weird that she has no arms."
then she was like "i'm just not normal." me: "why?" her: "i'm not a druggie or an alchoholic."
i don't know. she just said all this funny stuff. if she wasn't my mom, i'd still hang out with her.
one last thing. her: "when i was little i got mad at my mom so i took a butcher knife and put ketchup on it and sprawled out on the floor trying to look dead."
i wish i was that clever.
so i had a really good time riding. i rode Sunny. i think he's gay. he hates mud and getting his feet dirty, so he will do anything to avoid muddy parts of the trail. including ram me into trees. haha. other than that it was good. riding is fun, but man, does it hurt your vagina. haha.
and i'm about to leave for Media Play. and Cody's coming. yay!
um. yeah. yesterday i got my hair cut. some more layers and it's a lot shorter. and it's straight. like flat-straight. (yes!) haha. i feel some-what okay looking. yay semi-confidence! haha.
yesterday was my mom and dad's anniversary. 19 years married. but they've been together for 25 years. i love them. and i admire that they're still together. i'm so lucky when it comes to family. because i've got a great one.
Mom wants Nanner and I to go riding with her today. i haven't ridden in sooooooo long. but i owe her this, and it will be fun. i miss my horsies.
then later tonight we're going to Media Play (as far as i know) and Cody is going to attend.
the break is going by too fast! it's lame. but... i'm going to Six Flags on Friday. yes!
---EDIT---
sooo... i went riding. and it was fun. my mom... is so awesome! i love her. she was talking about all the nice things Dad did for their anniversary. and she was like "i've been with him longer than i haven't been" and she was like... "i don't feel this old. i see all these people my age. and i'm not like them. i'm not sophisticated or mature. i wear jeans. they don't" and being all funny about it. so i was like "well... how old do you feel?" and she says like kind of whiney: "...26" hahaha! i love her.
then she was talking about one of our horses, Lily, and was like "whenever i look at Lily i'm like 'why doesn't she have arms?!' and i think it's so weird that she has no arms."
then she was like "i'm just not normal." me: "why?" her: "i'm not a druggie or an alchoholic."
i don't know. she just said all this funny stuff. if she wasn't my mom, i'd still hang out with her.
one last thing. her: "when i was little i got mad at my mom so i took a butcher knife and put ketchup on it and sprawled out on the floor trying to look dead."
i wish i was that clever.
so i had a really good time riding. i rode Sunny. i think he's gay. he hates mud and getting his feet dirty, so he will do anything to avoid muddy parts of the trail. including ram me into trees. haha. other than that it was good. riding is fun, but man, does it hurt your vagina. haha.
and i'm about to leave for Media Play. and Cody's coming. yay!