I can't wait till MMMay
um. i'm in web design.
we're supposed to be making a personal website.
i think i'll just use the codes from the website i already have.
and that should be easy.
woo hoo.
Jason is sending mixed signals again.
what fun.
actually, it's pissing me off.
i get to the point where i'm indifferent,
and then he does this. errr.
he has scars on his back from me, i hear.
hahaha. i'm proud of that.
and um...
yea.
i don't know.
Edit:
Jason just called me.
called me.
i was about to call him.
anyway...
me: "we should hang out"
Jason: "yea. i don't know. i'm still attracted to you. do you know how hard that would be?"
Me: "i'm bored"
Jason: "You could do me!"
i mean, today he hugged me forever and wouldn't let me let go.
told me i looked good.
kissed me on the cheek.
blah blah
confusing? mhmm.
but i think dearest Maribeth figured it out.
MischiefOfFae: It's kind of like he's just dragging you along
while he's off with Jeri because he's afraid to loose you.
yep. i think that's it.
wich is fine and dandy.
but
1) i'm not going anywhere!
2)i've accepted that Jason is not mine.
and i'm okay with it.
it's just he keeps making it seem like he could be mine.
but that's probably not true.
lame.
End Edit.
i watched the video for Something I Can Never Have.
for like the billionth time.
it makes me cry.
it is too pretty.
the end
and i forgot--
we're signing up for next semester's classes today.
i'm taking AP Psycology.
a lot of work?
yes.
interesting?
also yes. so i'm excited about that.
other than that... same old boring blah blah blah
classes.
but i decided not to takes physics senior year.
i'm taking anatomy.
okay...
now
the end
nevermind again.
below is a nin song i've never even heard a remix of:
Now I'm Nothing
I smashed myself to pieces
I am gonna fuck myself up
I'm sifting through the ashes
Oh what I have become
I gave myself away now I'm nothing
I let it slip away now I'm nothing
All that I can do is break myself in two
I fucked it all away now I'm nothing
Wave wave wave wave goodbye
Wave wave wave wave goodbye
i want to hear it really bad.
too bad it's not recorded or anything.
lame.
we're supposed to be making a personal website.
i think i'll just use the codes from the website i already have.
and that should be easy.
woo hoo.
Jason is sending mixed signals again.
what fun.
actually, it's pissing me off.
i get to the point where i'm indifferent,
and then he does this. errr.
he has scars on his back from me, i hear.
hahaha. i'm proud of that.
and um...
yea.
i don't know.
Edit:
Jason just called me.
called me.
i was about to call him.
anyway...
me: "we should hang out"
Jason: "yea. i don't know. i'm still attracted to you. do you know how hard that would be?"
Me: "i'm bored"
Jason: "You could do me!"
i mean, today he hugged me forever and wouldn't let me let go.
told me i looked good.
kissed me on the cheek.
blah blah
confusing? mhmm.
but i think dearest Maribeth figured it out.
MischiefOfFae: It's kind of like he's just dragging you along
while he's off with Jeri because he's afraid to loose you.
yep. i think that's it.
wich is fine and dandy.
but
1) i'm not going anywhere!
2)i've accepted that Jason is not mine.
and i'm okay with it.
it's just he keeps making it seem like he could be mine.
but that's probably not true.
lame.
End Edit.
i watched the video for Something I Can Never Have.
for like the billionth time.
it makes me cry.
it is too pretty.
the end
and i forgot--
we're signing up for next semester's classes today.
i'm taking AP Psycology.
a lot of work?
yes.
interesting?
also yes. so i'm excited about that.
other than that... same old boring blah blah blah
classes.
but i decided not to takes physics senior year.
i'm taking anatomy.
okay...
now
the end
nevermind again.
below is a nin song i've never even heard a remix of:
Now I'm Nothing
I smashed myself to pieces
I am gonna fuck myself up
I'm sifting through the ashes
Oh what I have become
I gave myself away now I'm nothing
I let it slip away now I'm nothing
All that I can do is break myself in two
I fucked it all away now I'm nothing
Wave wave wave wave goodbye
Wave wave wave wave goodbye
i want to hear it really bad.
too bad it's not recorded or anything.
lame.