Michael Jackson is not dead.
for the past 23 days i have been trying to accept the death of the one and only Michael Jackson. after 23 days of thinking almost non stop about this i have come to the conclusion that i just cannot accept the fact that he is dead.
for those of you who know me well, you already know - for those of you who don't know me as well as others now you know - i have loved Michael my entire life. infact to get a little personal (and some what emberassing) from the age of 4 to the age of 14 (10 years of my soon to be 25 year life) i wanted to marry the man. (at the age of 14 finally realizing that i had absolutely no chance and he was probably a little too old for me lol)
anyway...
there are just too many factors that do not add up in the event of his "death" or should i say there are too many factors that do add up to make me believe that he is not dead.
i believe whole heartedly that it was entirely staged in order for him to escape the torment and harassment of the press (and fans gone bad).
any true fan of Michael can tell you that the man who announced his london tour was in fact - NOT Michael Jackson - but simply a stand in. this individual obviously had an accent and struggled multiple times during his "speech" to sound like Michael. not to mention that there were multiple photos that have been proven false of Michael right before his death. the autopsy photo released is not a photo of on autopsy. (since when do they feed you oxygen while cutting you open?) his family and children were literally emotionless during his memorial. (aside from Paris's turn at the mic which was, touching but... well.. unbelievable?)
and the list goes on...
perhaps i feel he is not dead because i don't want him to be. if he is dead then that surely means a part of myself has died as well and well... maybe i just can't accept that. what i can accept is that the man was tired, aggrivated and had every right to fake his death and i want to accept the fact that he's somewhere else watching the world mourn him.
because god knows that man needs to know he is loved. after everything he has been through - what the press has put on him, what his fans have put on him and the countless loved ones that turned on him to save face.
Michael Jackson diserves his peace.
Michael opened the hearts of millions, he loved all things and life with a passion no other can touch. he was a humanitarian and a brilliant human being.
the part that truely saddens me the most is that now that he is "dead" he is suddenly "forgiven" and the world suddenly loves him again.
WHO ARE YOU? have you looked in the mirror lately and asked yourself this?
i don't understand how SO MANY people can spit in his face, slander his name and suddenly love him and mourn him the day he dies. -- please leave the room --
if you truely love him - then you stood up, stood by and believed in him the entire time.
this is the first post in years i have made public. i do not wish to hear your negativity. i have my feelings, you have yours. leave it be.
my next post will be directed to Michael himself.
for those of you who know me well, you already know - for those of you who don't know me as well as others now you know - i have loved Michael my entire life. infact to get a little personal (and some what emberassing) from the age of 4 to the age of 14 (10 years of my soon to be 25 year life) i wanted to marry the man. (at the age of 14 finally realizing that i had absolutely no chance and he was probably a little too old for me lol)
anyway...
there are just too many factors that do not add up in the event of his "death" or should i say there are too many factors that do add up to make me believe that he is not dead.
i believe whole heartedly that it was entirely staged in order for him to escape the torment and harassment of the press (and fans gone bad).
any true fan of Michael can tell you that the man who announced his london tour was in fact - NOT Michael Jackson - but simply a stand in. this individual obviously had an accent and struggled multiple times during his "speech" to sound like Michael. not to mention that there were multiple photos that have been proven false of Michael right before his death. the autopsy photo released is not a photo of on autopsy. (since when do they feed you oxygen while cutting you open?) his family and children were literally emotionless during his memorial. (aside from Paris's turn at the mic which was, touching but... well.. unbelievable?)
and the list goes on...
perhaps i feel he is not dead because i don't want him to be. if he is dead then that surely means a part of myself has died as well and well... maybe i just can't accept that. what i can accept is that the man was tired, aggrivated and had every right to fake his death and i want to accept the fact that he's somewhere else watching the world mourn him.
because god knows that man needs to know he is loved. after everything he has been through - what the press has put on him, what his fans have put on him and the countless loved ones that turned on him to save face.
Michael Jackson diserves his peace.
Michael opened the hearts of millions, he loved all things and life with a passion no other can touch. he was a humanitarian and a brilliant human being.
the part that truely saddens me the most is that now that he is "dead" he is suddenly "forgiven" and the world suddenly loves him again.
WHO ARE YOU? have you looked in the mirror lately and asked yourself this?
i don't understand how SO MANY people can spit in his face, slander his name and suddenly love him and mourn him the day he dies. -- please leave the room --
if you truely love him - then you stood up, stood by and believed in him the entire time.
this is the first post in years i have made public. i do not wish to hear your negativity. i have my feelings, you have yours. leave it be.
my next post will be directed to Michael himself.