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thanks to everyone who contributed last post. i was just really not feeling great. had a talk/cry sesh with my mom and calvin, started with the height thing and omg ridiculous. led to all these different life situations and ish, being scared to be a real adult.
it was a situation i had to deal with sooner or later, and after years of holding how i felt in, it just didn't work anymore. i think i'm working on it though, and i'm pretty content.
wo jiu zheme gao, zenmeyang.
oh boys who need height to feel masculine, i guess i do understand.
it just makes it more challenging to find my tall, musically virtuous, basketballing, income-pwning, fabulous haired, mandarin-speaking love of mah life. and who doesn't love a challenge.
work is grand. i love visits. alan, julia, brohan, mother..., and mike came in and saw me and was like WTF ARE YOU DOING HEREEEE?! doesn't he know everyone lives in rowland. haha it was so good.
bonding with the workers afterwards at the super's aptment, priceless. i love my mom for being caring, yet amazingly strict, yet ultimately understands and lets me do a lot.
abc's are probably starting to disown me right about now. like my brother, and jenni, who's freaking not even abc. HAHAHAHAHA i'm taking her role.
all kyle de la does is make fun of me now, and my container number, and my stereotypical self.
it was a situation i had to deal with sooner or later, and after years of holding how i felt in, it just didn't work anymore. i think i'm working on it though, and i'm pretty content.
wo jiu zheme gao, zenmeyang.
oh boys who need height to feel masculine, i guess i do understand.
it just makes it more challenging to find my tall, musically virtuous, basketballing, income-pwning, fabulous haired, mandarin-speaking love of mah life. and who doesn't love a challenge.
work is grand. i love visits. alan, julia, brohan, mother..., and mike came in and saw me and was like WTF ARE YOU DOING HEREEEE?! doesn't he know everyone lives in rowland. haha it was so good.
bonding with the workers afterwards at the super's aptment, priceless. i love my mom for being caring, yet amazingly strict, yet ultimately understands and lets me do a lot.
abc's are probably starting to disown me right about now. like my brother, and jenni, who's freaking not even abc. HAHAHAHAHA i'm taking her role.
all kyle de la does is make fun of me now, and my container number, and my stereotypical self.