:) maybe not
there are too many 'what if's in this world...i don't normally dwell on the unknown because most of the time,i make up my own answers for that based on what i know...things aren't going well for the people around me and i wonder if a 'what if' could have prevented all of these...based on my initial assumption,it would have...looking back,it may have but it could have led the way for more complications for other people...with this,i'd have to forgive myself...it wasn't just up to me to make that 'what if' a 'what is' then and it isn't now...just have to forgive myself for a few more things...been taking blames and hurt from other people lately and i have to change the way i have adapted to that...it comes at an opportune time since i have a lot of issues to deal with as well...hope i won't get lost...this journey is worth it...it has to be...