being too tired does this to me...
sometimes i wonder if there's something wrong with me. i mean there must be. idk. i feel sick. but that could also be because i'm in the car on the computer reading and what not.
sometimes i wonder...i just wonder. what it'd be like if something happened or if something hadnt happened or if things were a little different. and then i realize that i'm lonely. and it's not the kind of loneliness that being with my friends could fix. and it doesnt help that i'm constantly with people who are engaged in happy relationships with other people.
is it me? i hope not. i dont think it is. it might be. it might not be.
is it them? idk.
what's wrong with this picture? can anyone tell me?
ugh now i feel really sick. i'm gonna get off this computer bcause i think i might get carsick. bleh.
ps. i'm in Hialeah which means i'll be home within an hour. OMG IF ANYONE WANTS TO DO ANYTHING THESE NEXT FEW WEEKS YOU GOTTA CALL ME UP BCAUSE I DONT WANT TO STAY HOME FOR 2 WEEKS.
i love you all. even those of you whom i have recently rejected and attempted to break all ties with. i really want to be friends again like we were...i mean not as close as we were but closer than this. i feel like we're strangers and i have no idea what's going on in your life and you have no idea what's going on in mine. and that's just not good.
sometimes i wonder...i just wonder. what it'd be like if something happened or if something hadnt happened or if things were a little different. and then i realize that i'm lonely. and it's not the kind of loneliness that being with my friends could fix. and it doesnt help that i'm constantly with people who are engaged in happy relationships with other people.
is it me? i hope not. i dont think it is. it might be. it might not be.
is it them? idk.
what's wrong with this picture? can anyone tell me?
ugh now i feel really sick. i'm gonna get off this computer bcause i think i might get carsick. bleh.
ps. i'm in Hialeah which means i'll be home within an hour. OMG IF ANYONE WANTS TO DO ANYTHING THESE NEXT FEW WEEKS YOU GOTTA CALL ME UP BCAUSE I DONT WANT TO STAY HOME FOR 2 WEEKS.
i love you all. even those of you whom i have recently rejected and attempted to break all ties with. i really want to be friends again like we were...i mean not as close as we were but closer than this. i feel like we're strangers and i have no idea what's going on in your life and you have no idea what's going on in mine. and that's just not good.